worse + worse = half-die

omg! i'm writing damn long stories again. this morning i woke up with my throat feels like i just swallowed a whole bag of sand. i was so uneasy. then my mom rushed me to ready for the Ikea shopping to buy stuffs for our new house. she made a black bitter tea and asked me drink it. idk wtf was tat!! taste like s***!!!!!!!! i drank till i puke in the basin. eeewww, then i follow my parents to Ikea. We shopped for a while and bought everything we need for our new home before it started to rain again!(the culprit that made me so ill) then we went to the Ikea restaurant for lunch.(my most active moment today)LOL with my sandy throat, i managed to gobble up so many meatballs, mashed potatoes, sweden chocolate pie, macaroni and cheesse, chocolate milk and mountain dew. Wow so full~~~ my belly feels like bursting. in the car i was cold-ed to sleep. i curled up my leg and it cramps until i woke up again. i felt my throat had worsen and got forced by my mom to drink 2bottles of water. we then went to the new house and fix the furniture and have a quick clean up. my nose just got allergic to the dust there and i sneezed so much that it hurt my throat too. damn. i wore the fur-fur shoe and walked around the house. so funny! lols..(jus bought from Ikea)=.= i even forgot to wear back my shoes when we went back to my uncle's house. i was forced to take some pills again back there. now my nose is having a gigantic leakage. brb i need to plaster it

dotz...

hmm...its FRIDAY again~~yahoooo!!this week reali damn unlucky. every morning wake up feels like the bed stuck to me already. the weather so damn cold as fall starts..everyday nid to wear long sleeves and jackets. haha...Thursday was the 1st day in NY im late for school. feel so weird and funny, normally in MY i was known as the 'late queen' in school. almost everyday im late, waiting at the gate or standing aside the assembly. LOL but Thursday reali LMAO! every morning i walk to the bus stop, the bus sure wait for me. today the driver didn't!! i reached adi the bus goes BROOOOMM~ i was like WTF!! wth was wrong wif him. then I waited for the 2nd bus for ten years. reached school it was so funny. almost 100student were waiting outside the school. because their same as me..=.= LATEthen i was like whatever to be late to school. It is not a fun thing anymore. before this i feel so great, stading aside from others everyday. lols.. today, someone just thought that i'm a korean AGAIN!! last week a korean boy walk nearly me, bow and say : annyeong haseyo LOL i was like wtf! what to reply? today in the media class, a new korean girl came in and looked around. She chose to sit beside me. i already guess that she thought i'm a korean again. you know ppl like to sit and join the same race kinda. LOL then she don't get what the teacher ask us to do and turned to me, blablabla some korean thingy that i don't know. she realise i'm a chinese later. after school i went to the counselling office to find the 'actual' counselor. (i had mistaken another teacher for the counselor LOL so embarrassed...=.=) don't wanna talk about that. i was waiting for so long, inside, a black girl was telling her gramma stories to the counselor and cry and cry. what the...... when i took the bus and walk home it start to rain. that's when i catch cold and now i'm damn sick (headaches,running nose,sorethroat and blablabla...) fine! need a rest now... OH YA i got 94% for my spanish test wuuuhooo~~~~~~~~

monotonous life...

its the 2nd week of high school and im getting used to being dumb. LOL used to the walking, weight training, rushing, boring, lonely, and freaking homeworks but i still don't get used to waking up early!! i think the rest of my life i won't get used to this damn habit of waking up so early. of course!!! i admit i'm a damn pig and i enjoy sleeping very much though i know it's a waste of time. i still don't care much. aww summer ends so fast and the moment i stepped out of the airport the early summer was still fresh in my 'missing-msia mind' =.= fall is starting and the weather here is getting colder. well i've experienced NY summer season for the 1st time. just a few 'too-hot' days that we need to turn on the ac. others are okay! on the way to and fro school in the bus. i always heard ppl saying that NY's weather sucks, so and so.. now, im going to experience the real cold weather for the 1st time so soon. 1st it'll be fall and then winter. argh just can't imagine how many clothes i need to wear. for me, cold is better than hot! i hate sweating though i came from a 24hours sweating country =.= my mom's going to hate the two coming season i bet! LOL and her troubling nose will start to stuff and sneeze again. jeez i guess my blog is long wif my gramma stories again
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xtraORDINARY bday?

on the 16th of September usually, i should be celebrating my day with my gang hanging out at those mamak stalls until midnight. argh i miss it!! but this year i feel like crying and i was like OMG its going to burst! i mean my tears. it's a very super xtraxtra ORDINARY day ever i had before. just going to school like usual and being a dumb girl there, then back home doing tonnes and tonnes of homework and finally sleep. i have no intention of celebrating it even a single second though my mom keep asking me if i want a cake. usually i should have scream WOW!! an ice cream cake man but i just say nah instead.... tat's so so so not me. LOL everything in my mind tat day is IF..
IF i'm still in MY, what will i be doing? IF my gramma is with me, how she's going to celebrate my bday? what she'll give me? IF i can go back to MY and hang out wif my dear friends, how great it would be?
eventually, i fell asleep in the midnight with my mind full of IFs and that's my bday!! =[

1st dumb week in school =.=

my 1st day at school was so boring that i can only describe myself as a dumb girl. same for the following days!! WTH!!! just imagine going to a school that is so damn crowded and if you don't stand well you'll be push down by those four thousand people in the hall way. i repeat! it's 4 thousand!! i hate my 1st period!! which is the stupid weight training! i always ask this question to myself, 'why i need to do all these stuffs every morning? especially when i'm half sleeping during my 1st period. why not the 2nd or 3rd and so on after i have really wake up. =.= working out dumb bells, all those weight lifting stuffs! ARGH!!! FK! after that i need to rush to the locker room and have a VERY quick change cause my next period is the US history that is so full. if you are late, you need to get a table from the other classes. and! from my gym, the basement i need to run up to the 3rd floor! what a good exercise!!! the history teacher is an old asian man. the classmates always make fun of him. LOL i feel bad for him. he seems so blur and has a slightly bad accent. next is my english period, means time for eat~ then spanish class turn!! the 1st day i walked in the class i was like wtf the teacher was talking and writing on the board. luckily after a few days it seems better to me. =.= my science period is the only class i get to know ALL THE LITTLE KIDS. my math teacher who is also an asian, like to talk so much!! i hate it when he talks nothing related about math like his wife, his mom and even michael jackson! after the math is my free period and i'll be going to the cafeteria and sit there alone like the statue of liberty holding my lunch, not torch, until the bell rings. SIGH! next, my media studies class is about studying stuffs like tv commercials and advertisements, dramas, movies and kinda things like tat. it's quite boring and most students sleep in the class all the time. at 3.02pm my program ends and tat's how i past my 1st school week. I WAS DUMB FOR A WHOLE WEEK!! at last, today, the day i had longing for ended up became the worst day in NY for me. its was raining heavily and thunderstorm and i took the WRONG bus..SHIT! i reached a town full of black people and walked for 3hours in the rain to find the right bus home. i thought i was going to end up sleeping on the street there! what a day! serves me right and taught me a great lesson! i always walked the wrong path home and now i took the wrong bus. sylvia..... sylvia...... hope it won't happen again T____T

4months in NY

hmm... it had been 4months since i had moved to NY, though all these days my life had changed 360degree completely. time does fly!! i past these days without my frens in Msia. i miss them so much though i never tell them, even my parents and bros. i know they too miss their friends very much =[ these 4months are filled with boring, sad, angry, annoying and sometimes happy moments which i can't tell them all here. one thing i can tell is that i hate my cousin bro so damn much!! and i find out that those asian kids here are so proud of themselves.. argh! i can't live with them. feel so harsh living with him! but i can't complain one single thing cause his parents are being to good to my family since we moved here =(  whatever just bear it!! the only way to release my anger and file my complains is just crapping here and msn with friends. i'm sure they just get bored from my complains haha! that helps anyway thanks