on the 16th of September usually, i should be celebrating my day with my gang hanging out at those mamak stalls until midnight. argh i miss it!! but this year i feel like crying and i was like OMG its going to burst! i mean my tears. it's a very super xtraxtra ORDINARY day ever i had before. just going to school like usual and being a dumb girl there, then back home doing tonnes and tonnes of homework and finally sleep. i have no intention of celebrating it even a single second though my mom keep asking me if i want a cake. usually i should have scream WOW!! an ice cream cake man but i just say nah instead.... tat's so so so not me. LOL everything in my mind tat day is IF..
IF i'm still in MY, what will i be doing? IF my gramma is with me, how she's going to celebrate my bday? what she'll give me? IF i can go back to MY and hang out wif my dear friends, how great it would be?
eventually, i fell asleep in the midnight with my mind full of IFs and that's my bday!! =[
15 years ago
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