white christmas :D

wooops! been lazy a while. =] yay! it's friday. snowing! *AHHHHH* let's talk about yesterday. yesterday was a boom! while i was sleeping in that boring media class, suddenly Mr. Martori i mean my principal announced that there MAY be a snowstorm tomorrow, means today & and asked us to check on our radio or tv news if the school's closing. everybody was cheering and i woke up. i was like huh? what happened? no school? and Shalom (the girl sitting behind me) said "maybe...i hope so cause i have a biology test tomorrow" (me too!!) then i kept hoping it'll storm the school on Friday!(i'm having some bad sleeps and very tired recently. i can't even concentrate in my classes and kept falling asleep) oh yeah i have 2 tests on Friday too. not to be proud but i really did well in my courses since september except for GYM!(i know ima fail this 3rd marking period cause i'm late almost everyday and got unprepared) last night i was like dreaming about the snowstorm this morning hoping the school's closing. wasting my time sitting there(time for me to review the tests and do my homeworks) and suddenly i thought of asking JiEun whether we have school today, so i text her. weirdly she replied and asked me back. i was like =.= then we began to text the whole night. also i felt Britney and I was breaking further away maybe because i started realizing she's not my kind of friend, like the way she talks and makes friends is kinda "rude" to me .. sorry Britney
she's very outgoing and that reminds me of Joofei and maybe i get along with her so well is because she's friendly or something. idk how to say but i realized i'm kinda racist LOL!! i thought that coming from a multi-racial country like MY, i should be able to like make friends with all sorts of people but soon i felt that i was not so comfortable with her..listening to her often cursing language (even i use alot here but not when i speak to someone except i'm damn angry) and weird attitude =.= also we had less conversation than before. to be honest, my little confession, i really love korean very much!!!!! this morning i woke up late again. haha later than usual. keep hoping it's snowing, a storm is better! but sadly i look at the window it was just the same with a garbage bin outside and some bald trees =.= and i still don't accept the fact i had to go to school. i googled the weather and finally gave up and dragged myself to school. SUL PUH(korean, means im sad)
as i was late at the bus *sob* today i had one more test! the arm curl test(in gym!) and i know i'm late for gym again. be specific is missing the test. nvm! a bus came and i how i regretted that i got on it. it's so damn full but i was like whatever cause i hope i can make it to gym. i think the bus driver is mad, no matter how full the bus was, yet he still stop for people to get on it! including my stop. when the others and I got on the bus everyone was like scorning at us with those "cute eyes" (honestly if i'm those "cute ppl" i'll do the same but not to the people but the bus driver) AND reached the part that made my day. a MISS-BLACK-FAT-DUMPLING who doesn't realize her damn size, press the bell to request for a stop and i was standing trying very hard to hold on the pole to balance myself with all those fools squishing beside!! (50% of the spaces were occupied by their bloody bags)
this BIG SIZE selfish lady who was rushing to hell to get down the bus and she was saying excuse me a few times which i can hear it but can't do anything!!! i can't even move a single step to let her go down. and she goes louder and louder and finally with a shout EXCUSE ME!! using her GIANT hands pushing me out of the bus with another boy just for her to get down. i was really pushed down to the road and had to get back in again after that fat ass was gone.
TO THAT FAT ASS: PLS LOOK AT THE MIRROR AND REALIZE YOUR DAMN SIZE BEFORE BOARDING ANY FULL PUBLIC TRANSPORT p/s sorry for my harsh language
enough of that! it's snowing when i got out of the school building..about 3inches of snow on the ground, shaking all the way to the bus stop with the others waiting for the bus. this was the first time i stepped on a snow covered ground. feel so funny. you really need to look at 2 different views of the snow, one-look at the undisturbed plain school field covered with snow! so nice and pure white!! two-just one gaze at the road. ewww with all the black snow melting. it's because of the car's smoke that ruins the view. what an eye sore! it was snowing so heavily that i had to put on my hood, all my fingers are numbed! reached home, everywhere was covered with white snow. what a view! with my neighbors decorating their houses with x-mas decos,NICE! wished i had took some photos. don't worry, tomorrow it is going to snow again or maybe i will have a snowman play with my brothers :D maybe a snowball fight?

im sick =[

hmm...*hachoo* urgh excuse me...=.='' im not feeling so well today..... no raining,quite cold but very very windy....messed up my hair damn it....zzz *sniff* *sniff* well...today's just ok-ok...late but manage to go to gym...nth special except a white boy hurt himself and bleed much on his head =.= becareful next time Johnand guess what?the bi*ch put me a new seat beside MinGi *yay!!!* and Britney's sitting 2seats behind =D so many teachers were out today...last night i came home caught in the rain and forgot to take a shower(busy eating the steak&cheese) then start feeling something in my throat..and this morning i woke up was like *BANG* something just knocked right on my head...a super headache strike over me
oh gosh..and im having a sore-throat..sigh...feeling so sick and my mom told me to rest cause today's Friday though..and it's a flu seaon(my dad,mom,ryan,uncle just got well and my cousin's sick) Mr.Lin..Mr.Gong...(yay no quiz today)...Mrs.McGuigan......3 period doing nothing..just some classworks..dozed off in science class again and i was knocked out!luckily mcguigan is not here though..zzz called to the guidance office to arrange a new program for next term..
was quite disappointed about the program..whatever....taking music appeciation replacing media studies(you know what if you ever let to choose DO NOT EVER CHOOSE MEDIA STUDIES)
it's reali sucks...i slept the whole period today...reali not feeling so well..
took Britney to a shortcut to the bus stop but she said she wanna shoot me cause she can't see her ''boyfriend''(she don't even know the boy LOL) and of course my brother,the bloody Wayne(Britney loves asian very much and she likes to have an asian bf =.= also she eats chinese food everyday) kissed and hugged her bye and left for my bus..came home a while and bloody Wayne got back(feel like kicking his ass cause too annoying)he just got home and he asked me if he can use the laptop..what a faggot!!this is all because of the fking asshole rabbit tooth!!!!!!!which is..i hope is 'was' his so called gf..*PUKE* anyone know her can help me fking fk her just once????????yeah now he's showing faces to me again..should stop now..gotta rest..
let him have a damn fking chat with the 'ma' 'de' fker *SO ANGRY*

another winter day

oye amigos~another day past!!all i can say is FAST...its been 6months since im here...
but i feel like i had just arrived like yesterday o.O'' kinda weird though...just get used to my daily life here..whatever..its pouring again today and i was late again to school but luckily its way much better than yesterday....today is a one-fine-day =D i forgot to bring my umbrella ela~ ela~ eh~ eh~ eh~ WTF what m i doing here?i just sang..forget it....=.= oh yeah and i got wet...today's 40degree fahrenheit..and 33 is the freezing point i think..gotta wear like two clothes and one jacket outside that's still cold..(just imagine if you wear this in Malay..GOD) it's so cold out there and i like to play ''smoking'',like when you breath there's kinda smoke coming out from your nose and mouth..(IKNOW!sounds childish but i like to!) i never go to gym again..and i enjoy it~today that bi*ch told us she's gonna change our seat tomorrow...omg..i gonna separate from Britney and Min Gi?hell NO!*sobs* did talk alot with Min Gi today...she's so nice.....just nice.....=D
im so hungry in my class today just like usual my stomach growls like hell...i think the system inside is already fked up by my eating habit...=.= gave Wayne $2 to buy me some food cause its a damn thursday..lab day (i saw Wayne at school on the way to english and spanish period and got to know some of his 'girl friendSSSS') XD
get closer with JiEun today...she's a sophomore(grade 10) but she's the same age as me also she just came here too~=D but her english is ok-ok cause she never learn it in her country not even abc she told me...but its okay!she taught me how to speak korean ha-ha had a good chat with her..hmm...oh yeah Mr Gong's absent today probably he's sick again cause yesterday he seemed very very tired..oh no he's not teaching us and giving us a quiz tomorrow..what the.......sensing the smell of getting a 0 now =.=
went to lab and blahblahblah then media studies(most boring class ever!!)
slept there a while and chit chat with my bf Britney!!=D school over and it was still raining...argh!walking under Brit's umbrella *ahha* not singing again =.= to the bus stop...had a hug....said bye....and she went to her bus..
i was shaking at the bus stop...40degree and raining!!F!!got on the bus had a seat (i was lucky because normally it's full)today is a good day though so i sat there and think about my friends a while and you know what!my bus past my home and i was still dreaming.....huh..what a mind SYLVIA!!my house is in the 162nd St and the bus go 144th St already...then walked in the rain about 15mins and still shaking....reached home at 4 and get into trouble..=.= all my stuffs were wet..microwaved some steak and cheese thingy and had a full lunch~

extra info =
facts of my life:
my school,Benjamin N. Cardozo High School has over 4k students in it which is quadruple those people in my last school..(700+),mixed with 5X% of asian,1X% white,4X% hispanic and blacks and little of others..(which is not little at all),hallway is like those in other schools..(i mean the size) but every period change just imagine 4000++ people rush out of their classes into that hallway ,push and pull and made their way through the crowd...(just imagine me in it!!)
never experienced it before in Malay though =.= but its kinda fun some faggots will just stay in the hallway to chat with their friends and hug and kiss and shout and say HI and blahblahblah doing their own stuff W/O NOTICING THAT THEY'RE ACTUALLY BLOCKING THE WHOLE DAMN WAY..they thought that having over 4k students in that area is not enough for
them..the school had to build 7 more extra traillers outside the school (its too over crowded in my school..probably,some of my teachers said is the highest population school in USA)
students are sent to the schools that is near their house area in NYC and they said that my school is the best school in NYC so all those crazy faggots are sending their childs to my school with all kinda methods..

P.S. : not me though..i was living in my uncle's house when i register to school(the house is near
my school) so they put me in that crowded school..not bad though..i have all kinda races
friends now..(so diverse gosh @.@)

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hmmm..since dear feiii starts her blog, i just continue my stories after so long since i posted. *yawn* i'm so tired today..
wow it's been a while i never write here. let's see, almost 2months
lots of things happen these months..
from what i posted last time, a dumb girl to a crazy girl @.@
from 88% average to 91% (my GPA =])
from a big house to a one-look-over house (you can just gaze one look and that's my HOUSE)
from 0 friends to some now (colombian, Britney, korean, Min Gi, Ji Eun and Jane, chinese, Harry, Hen Fun and Ju Rong)
from short to long hair (which is damn messy now)
from the nice summer weather to now below 0 degree
from green trees to bald branches
from a kids playground(my cousin's house) to a bird nest (my house)
omg there's too much happenings! i should have write them but NO TIME
i saw the 1st snow (damn nice), saw the 1st leaf turn red, saw the 1st leaf fall
living the NY, maybe the most diverse place on earth! or be more specific, Queens County. soon i realized that being a 'dumb girl' will not give me any benefits so i tried to just let off myself and be more outgoing (hard for a person like me)
not bad... not bad... back to the present, today is a totally disaster!! damn, im so tired and woke up late this morning (actually every morning =.=) I have a midterm test today since the winter break is round the corner. those teachers are starting to give their tests and quizzes again!!! after i checked the weather today its 58 fahrenheit. YAY!(usually its 2X to 4X fahrenheit which is below the freezing point) feels like fall now.. a little bit warmer compared to the winter days. my new house is so near the bus stop compared to my cousin's house before that i have to walk like 2km to reach just the bus stop. not school LOL
usually i go out around 7.50 but 8.00 today. it's raining outside and i waited like 10mins for a bus to come but it never stops! it's so full with those faggots in it.
then came the 2nd one and the same thing happen. after that the 3rd,4th and so on. i stand there with the other people for like half an hour and i'm pretty sure i'm late for school AGAIN! FU*K! it takes me like 20minutes to school BY BUS and my 1st class-gym starts at 8.20. finally if im not wrong, the 11th bus came and i FINALLY reached school at 8.45am.damn it! late for half an hour. i feel pretty glad though cause i don't need to go for gym *claps*
my gym teacher is a big liar. i missed his class so many times and he told me that whoever stops working out will fail. so i was like whatever and lay on the machine whole period. in the end, he gave me a 95% grade. after the bell rang i went to my history class where i did A KIND DEED. my friend, Harry asked me to lend him my english homework to copy (he's in my english class too) and i gave him. then my KIND DEED lead me to a 0 for my homework. Mrs.Glick (whom Britney said is a bi*ch) is so sharp that once she saw my homework and Harry's, she called us both out and just bark out loud "You know what, cheating is not okay with me! to Harry: You are not doing your work and just copying hers! to me: You did all your hard work and let him copy! and you both get a 0 for your homework! is that fair?" i was so!!!!!! i just silently walk back to my seat where i was discussing the classwork with Min Gi.
then Harry told me "eh, dui bi qi ah". i was like WTF! my homework sheet got big 0 on it! with Mrs.G's writing "cheating is not ok!" =.=
sigh it was a bad day!!! i fall asleep again in my science class which i doesn't want to. i was trying so hard everyday to keep my eyes open but i can't. mayb the teacher is kinda hypnotic but she is funny so it's weird that i can fall asleep in her class everyday. luckily i woke up before the bell rang so i manage to finish my midterm test. my spanish teacher assigned a project for us, dividing the class into groups. guess what! Ji Eun's in my group *yay* 1st we need to think of a restaurant name which we later named it JAASS cause our group people names(Jieun,Anthony-the boy who copy my math hw everyday, Alvin, Sidney-she's damn funny! and of course me) then we need to create spanish menus for breakfast,lunch and dinner and a drama (omg!!going to perform in class) in the lunch room, i met Jane, Taisha and Ju Rong so we had our lunch together and chit chat a while. Jane is a very very outgoing and talkative girl. she's the 1st girl which i ever seen had so many accidents and scars before. (she had a knee and leg operations, broken spinal cord and neck, broken arm and leg, healed wounds and scars and so many which she told me every lunch period)
LOL kinda freak me out but when i told her about my brother, Wayne which is also same like her (lotsa accidents =.=) she is wowed and keeps on saying "eww so gross..so gross" HAHA! in the media studies class, i wish to sleep like in the science class everyday but i can't. that's the weirdest thing in school! i don't wanna sleep and i doze off, i wanna sleep but can't WTH!
when the school's over Britney walked me to my bus and it was raining again (heavier than morning) soon i got back home and meet my sick dad (his throat got swollen up after catching cold) and *tadaa* here i am writing this longy thingy