hmmm I think I had been "moving" so fast until I don't realize the people besides me could not catch up. I just woke up from my own "too into myself" dream. I'm so into something until I never care about things around me and also myself. Finally.................. I became depressed now. I could not control my freaking temper anymore. I just give a damn to those who piss me off.
Something happened today. A fight. I kind of involve in it but not directly. Lily and Cindy got into this fight and things got very very bad now. Maybe... I never really got into some relationships after I came here. So it's kinda awkward to me and also brings back so much memories of the past. I kind of can't "digest" everything now. It's really like 20months I never had such thing happen to me. I hardly had any friends in NY and now.. =_= My brain is all messed up now.
Awkward and complicated.
15 years ago
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