Wednesday, August 26, 2009

WTF

Shortest title ever! What the fuck? First time polluting my blog with this word, especially after a long long time since I posted. Anyways, I think it's not the first time. School had started two days ago. I don't feel like talking about it now cause I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD. Just finding a place to vent my anger. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! FKFKFKKFKFKFKFKKF THAT!
Alright chill I gotta go before something I should not say BLARGH out. Trust me I'm waiting for the sun to set and sky to dark so I can go to the swimming pool and SWIM MY ASS OFF!!! that's the only thing that I know can cool me down. BYE! and by the way if you wanna know about Texas, the southern states, food, places, weather, school, house, people, you name it. Just POKE me in that comment thing. I'll answer you and as well update my long abandoned blog. I don't know what to write about. Really...

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Time's passing by SO FAST

Well, actually supposed to post this Monday but went to my new school's orientation and slept in the cafeteria (the place where they gave speeches and briefs) That explains all. My mood was completely ruined by that so called orientation. At first, I thought it would be good to refresh my memory of how school's environment and atmosphere are like after having a "long big fat lazy" summer holiday. This particular morning, I just sat in the cafeteria and listened to all the freaking speeches and stuffs, like I know nothing. I just need someone more informative than that. The orientation is mainly for sophomores (in my mind) which they said it's for sophomores AND new students. God, you must have counted how many new students were there. Maybe 99.9% of them are sophomores, 0.1% will be Me. Every subject they touched upon are all concerned about the 9th graders (another way of saying sophomore, I found that word annoying!) The main reason I went was because of the school tour they offered, knowing each part of the new school. (was also the point my mom coaxed me to go) So, the tour....... I waited(or slept) for 2 1/2 hours there and got a "sorry, the tour is canceled" answer from them. That ended my orientation and I WALKED HOME. Yea, walked. Almost 1 mile. =] You know the weather in my new place, scorching hot. It makes me easily got heated up and started to fuss around.
Time really flies eh~ Wayne was back yesterday! So, we drove to Fort Worth airport with our new car(Mitsubishi Montero limited ed, guess how much? only $5k. Actually it costed more than that but we negotiated with an "assalamualaikum" and that's how it got cheaper. The seller is a muslim from Arab and he thought my parents are, too, because of the MAGIC word-alakazam- just kidding. Ahh that's another gramma story) After a month and a half, seeing Wayne got thinner and dressed in my favorite style(striped cardigan) wearing a mask, that's just nice. Ahhh. Got some souvenirs from my aunt, kakak, grampa and godbrother. Thanks. Eh, I finally got my "bread"(that keychain bread that looks and smells like the real thing, I've craved for it for months!!!!!!) =]
Wow, the real stress and problems I had thinking of a really suitable career/future/major did help me realize that time flies too. I'd never felt so bothered. Never had worried what I should do in the future. Always in a day dreaming state of mind, spoon fed by my pampering parents. When it really comes to the real thing, my so called ambitions and dreams are all waned. My mind was blanked. I started to do some research and stuffs to find out which college and major suits me. I realized that forensic is just too much for me. I just check it off from my list when I knew it requires some law majors and some wacky stuffs. I still love that job though. So I came across this, anesthesiologist. Interesting. I am 65% in it. 35% not-sure-what-to-do. So, I need to suffer for 12years before I become one. First, 4years of college. Then, 4years of medical school. Finally, 3-4years of residency in hospitals or medical offices as a physician. We'll see how things go. Deed is better than words.
Finally I finished the first 3 novels of the Sookie Stackhouse series. Seems hooked on it as my must-do-habit before sleeping. Starting the 4th one last night. Enjoyed all of them. I realized it was no fun at all watching the movie after you read the novel. It is mad boring and I feel stupid, knowing what will happen next or confused when the director changed the story. This made me stop Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince at the 10th minute. I watched Twilight without reading the novel and I finished it. I felt bored though, because of the forest scenes and dark lightnings. Maybe it was my monitor's problem. I'm getting sick of my friends who argued with me that Twilight is better than HP and starting their Twilight Saga reading habit after watching the movie. Actually, better to call it "after watching the cutie, Robert Pattinson". Anyways, the movie or Pattinson? did a great job getting more readers for Meyer.
Had my first ever driving lesson in my life today with my dad. Feel glad that I didn't learn it in Malaysia because I don't have to suffer the left-lane syndrome my parents did. So I just get used to driving on the right lane. Ahhh that would be good. I did have the left-seat syndrome where I used to get on the left front seat. Too used to that as I had always sit on the left front seat for the first 16years of my life. Shhhh... Don't laugh! I think I just get rid of the problem after we bought the new car. Good thing. According to my instructor, Babie, I passed. I think he just wanted to give me some cheer or I didn't bang his new car for God's sake. =.=
Craps aside, big things ahead! Birthday season is coming~ That means siblings and me are having our birthday SOON. One after another. I wonder how my parents worked it out to be so.... organized? LOL Sunday's Wayne's big day and tomorrow we are going to the outlets for a shopping spree, as promised. I'd waited and waited for that moment, like forever because my body are growing with the time day by day. No more clothes can fit me in. You may have a good laugh at me, being obese, like I always did to those in the past. Good example, Fei Po. Wahahaa. I'm a Fei Fei Po now.
Hey, time to hibernate now. "Eh nub, sleep like a log!" =] Going IHop for dinner tomorrow night~~~~~~ BEST PANCAKES

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Craving for school!

Alright, you might think that I'm some retard or what to put that title but I'm so sure of myself that I'm NOT. Any of you agree with me that a holiday once in a while is good but not too long? Who would not wish for holidays or a break after those ABC123 stuffs at school... or college. I just realize this summer holiday is too long for me. I'm not showing off or what but believe me, I AM SUFFERING NOW~ Maybe for some people this summer holiday is a good time for them to prepare whatever they need to graduate.. SAT.. tests.. applying colleges.. work.. ok to be short, those people who have extraordinary discipline or extreme awareness of future to plan and work out their time the best. e.g. Min Gi, my korean friend. Chatting with her in msn is like splashing myself with cold water to wake me up, to reflect myself how I am really wasting my golden time here doing craps. (Good luck in all your tests and college stuffs Min Gi!) However, for people like me who are so carefree and won't do something until the last minute.. I have no idea what to do!! I've tried to read some books, watch movies but I just can't overcome my boredom. I messed up my routines.. sleeping at 3am and waking up at 2pm. That sucks so much when I tried to sleep a little earlier but ended up lying on my bed until 3am. I guess my brain has been used to that time to rest. So, crapppppppp...
These days, I mean this week, I had been sleeping at 3am but getting up at 9am. Thanks to my mom's excitability to have me on time for the new school enrollment. My new school, Lewisville High School is near to my home and because of this, my parents had been
encouraging me to walk to school. Oh hell, I must get my driving license as fast as I can but I don't think I'm allowed to drive to a school that is less than a mile from my home. I would get killed. (by my parents) After a few trips to and fro the school, I finally got enrolled. Fortunately for me, things got so smooth and nice. The credits required to graduate as a senior here is 26 and the counselor said I got more than that. ROFL! I wonder how many does New York high schools need as I'm sure I haven't got enough to graduate yet there. So, the system here seems a good deal to me. Students only have 4periods everyday and one and a half hour each. That means that I don't need to walk like 7 times around the school everyday, just 4. That bad part is I have to attend each subject for 90mins, if that's boring.. I'll be dead ass. =.=
Since I'm that eager to go to school now, I don't care. Haha... we'll see.. Met my counselor just now and she arranged 8 classes for me. 4 in the fall and 4 in the spring. I like most of the subjects, but who knows? One thing I know is that I won't get my obese figure back in shape because there'll be no more gym classes for me. It's because my credits for the PE and health classes have overwhelmed, LOL more than enough. So here's my 8 courses as a senior~~~
-English 12
-Speech(like public speaking) my parents said I talk too LESS
-Keyboarding(learn how to type) this is because my mom lied to my counselor that I "finger-pecks" the keyboard
-Computer science(microsoft stuffs) my parents die for this because they need to pay if I learn it privately. ROFL
-Physics(last required science classes to graduate) I know nothing but a 9% from Lai Mann Keong's test
-Art 2, Sculpture(learn to sculp some art stuffs) I chose this myself because of fun and curiosity. LOL if you're given to choose drawing, painting or sculpture, whic one?
-Calculus
-US Government/Economics(a social study class required for all seniors) seriously I hate this!! I got enough of last year's US history!!!!!
-Spanish 2(no comments. since last year I took Spanish 1 so this year is required to continue in order to graduate) I can't actually believe the counselor gives me credits for Malay language I took in Malaysia. LOL! Total 6 of that. Should be grateful or what......

I think that's all the courses I'm taking before I graduate. Sweet. Have to start choosing and applying colleges/Universities now. All I can say is "FAN" (cantonese's troublesome)

I am protected by several vampires.
I have a fairy godmother.
I am a friend of a werewolf pack.
and I can read your mind.
What you got?

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

(Some) mission failed.

Okay seems like I had abandoned this thingy right here while passing my nothing-to-do days in this new place called Texas. I have some announcement by the way, I failed to check all those lists on the last post. I failed to meet up with Uncle Freddie, but well that's not actually my fault since he promised all kind of events but in the end there's his wife there having a darn menopause fussing around, spoiling everything. Ummm, girls... women... ladies... female or whatever, just remember to take some hormone balancing pills when you're experiencing *clear throat* menopause. Who knows what happen? Just don't kill your hubby anyway, if you have one. ROFL! I have to admit that I failed to find a job here. This.. put the blame on me for being lazy, finding tonnes of excuses... crap. Should it be: I didn't find a job here. Fail, not before I never try it. And lastly, failed.. NO, lazy (that's a right term) to post up the events for Statue of Liberty and Madame Tussauds. At least you know I went there.... WA-HA-HA
Now, I mean everyday before 8/24/09 (school reopen), I have nothing else better to do. Just cut it short, after I arrived at Fortworth Airport we stayed at Aunt Frances' (she's nice) house for 2weeks and babysit baby Patrick, a mad cute baby!!! I just moved in my new house last 2days ago. If you wonder how it is, it's bigger than the one in New York, fully air-conditioned, fully carpeted, has a swimming pool and gym, cleaner, nicer, more comfortable but empty, boring, 3rd floor, and it's an apartment. So everything has it's pros and cons you see but I weigh the cons heavier in my book. First, yours truly has gained a lot of weight since last year and still, gaining! So I need to climb up to the 3rd floor every time I go home, can you understand how hard and "breathtaking" it is? LOL I wanna fuss one more thing about moving, you might lose something important. I LOST MY USB CABLE THAT CONNECT MY DAMN PHONE TO THE PC!!!! so, no pictures. Also, the fireworks video I recorded during the 4th of July is still there! inside my freaking phone.... crap!!!! 1gb+, if I can't transfer it to my pc, there will be no memory for anything else. That SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! WHOAAAAAAAAAAA!! I'm getting very pissed off(my dad's the culprit, shoot him!) today actually, so that's good because I can't control my anger at the starting of this post, nice =.= so you see I'm having some difficulties to chill myself now!!!!!!! OFF!! PERIOD.