Journal of a FUSS-osaurus

HIATUS

2010-07-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

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Winter Break update

2009-12-18T14:41:00.000-08:00

Ahhh...... finally.. two weeks of break until next year. Yea, it's quite funny to say "See you next year" to my classmates today but it's true we won't be seeing each other until January 2010. It's quite a relief that I manage to reduce my Facebook addiction recently. LOL! But still, feel very uneasy not to log in and click the pinwheel for $ in Pet Society. I guess that it's a normal FB withdrawal symptom -__- Anyways, thanks to my Christmas present, the Wii. I had been so busy and tired lately finishing the ridiculous English poem assignment and sending out college applications. Honestly, I procrastinated too much before the deadlines. Duh... Bad old habit. Managed to send my application to the University of Texas at Austin before the deadline but doubt I'll be accepted because it's a good school and very competitive. ARGH Just wish I can get the top 10% and I'll be accepted for sure but.... I hate my English teacher for life!!! I don't want to talk about how she made me down to the unchangeable 15%.. Well, at least I don't have to see her for two weeks. SO RANDOM -___- This is what will happen when you didn't update your post for a long ass time. Oops... lol. Lots of things happened that both my brothers now are IN A RELATIONSHIP, I mean the younger one ANOTHER ONE and the youngest one a NEW but.... I can tell you that I'm proud and relieve to be single~ Everyone is in Christmas spirit now and the school classrooms are having a decoration contest with the PIZZA PARTY first prize. Not my classes for sure. No snow at all this year, and doubt I will see it if I live in Texas. I miss New York so so much! The snow, the people, the things, the subway, the buses, the FREEDOM!!! Honestly, I ha..hat.. I DON'T LIKE it here. So damn strict! Those minds are shallow. Hmm.. How's the Christmas mood in Malaysia now? o.O CD Network would be playing those season songs now. Gosh listened to it repeatedly for 16years every X-mas.
Time flies and Azuki is leaving us back to her home sweet home in Japan. Sayonara! My parents threw her a small party at our house last night. I hadn't have so much fun in a while. Sam gave the Three Stooges, which are Wayne, Ryan and ME our Christmas present early last night. An extra Wii controller so we can have four players in the games. Thanks Bud. Lately, I'm feeling a lost of connection between me and buddies in Malaysia. Hey, how are you doing? The time difference between our places, the sucky broadband, the tests, the ones in love, the ones who forgot me...... lol all sorts of reason. Since I'm Facebooking less and sign in once in a gigantic while on MSN now, I'm afraid the feeling might get worse. Well, let's hope not. Man...... what am I going to do for these two whole weeks? So sad to know he can't be in the same art class with me next term. Dang it!! but it's enough that he gave me a ride home today. I am not that stupid to change my Sculpture class to Drawing because I want to be in the same class with him though. LMAO.. By the way, show you a Paranormal Activity parody. wakaka! just don't mind the crack there, I'm not a pervert though! It's my Physics class party time. Some kid bet that a blac.. NO an African American girl's hair won't stand up so Amber took the challenge and ended up the greatest hair my teacher ever seen in decades. I bet it's a wig because I saw some net inside her hair every time she scratches or shakes it(I sit behind her.. poor me)She's also the loudest girl I ever met -________-
I so can't wait to graduate next year!! I'm worrying if I can do well in my AP Calculus class next term. SIGHHHHHHH Anyways, time for games and dramas now! My holiday officially starts NOW after the laundry and dish washing... jeez
And wow! I haven't post such a long one for so long...

Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down, even if the sky is falling down?

Evil in some ways...

2009-12-08T15:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. I gotta feeling~ that tonight's gonna be a good good night~ Woooooooo!!
Today is a good day... with an exceptional of....... ahh.. I'll talk about it later. I passed all my TAKS tests with a distinction on Math!
Even though I hate English class so much, I don't care! As long as I can have someone to talk to.. :) The second term is going to end soon and that means my friend is graduating earlier, as I was told. Lol... I can't believe I'm counting for the days until he's gone. Awww.... It's 2 weeks from Winter break now and the term will be over. Just now my friend told me that he failed the TAKS test, that means he can't graduate yet. He is so sad now and supposedly I should feel bad for him, YES I DID but I am more to celebrating now. LMAO I can still see him around at school. So evil... I know.. but can't help it. -____- I can't stop being more happy when he said he's taking sculpture class with me next term. Dang..... kakakakaka

Now, another school tale. This person I mentioned in my last posts,(do not want to mention the stupid name) is having her PMS now, bitching around. If she is not happy with whatever effing stuffs I/Wayne did, just shoot. Don't post craps on Facebook because that will fked up my live feeds. What now? I hanged out with her because I'm using her? How? Please stop acting like a bitch and grow up!! I was never happy whenever she was giving a ride and I just hate people doing favor for me because I felt as if I owe them a trillion dollars!!! I don't give a fk for dragging the dumb Ryan along to oppose me. GOOD JOB... I'm hoping I won't have the same lunch with her so I don't have to see that fake face again. God bless me

Music appreciation class withdrawal symptoms

2009-12-06T14:52:00.000-08:00

lol though this class that i hated so much had ended like a year ago, i still miss the wonderful pieces. I have been hunting down every single one i like this whole day. Just ignore this post, you might think their craps. LOL! I just wanna keep them as permanent bookmarks here whenever i wanna hear.
*WILL BE BACK AFTER DECEMBER 15- Currently busy with college applications*

-Queen of the Night Aria-Magic Flute (Mozart)
-Papageno and Papagena Duet-Magic Flute (Mozart)
-Die Moldau (Smetena)
-Kyrie eleison (Palestrina)
-The Great Gate of Kiev - Pictures at an Exhibition (Modest Mussorgsky)
-Oh When The Saints Go Marching In (Preservation Hall Jazz Band 1973)
-La Bourree (Michael Praetorius)
-As Vesta was from Latmos Hill Descending (Thomas Weelkes)
-Well-Tempered Clavier, Book 1, Fugue #6 (J.S. Bach)
-Concerto for Violin and Orchestra, Op. 8, No. 4 "Spring, " II (Antonio Vivaldi)
-Piano Concerto No. 21 in C Major, II (Mozart)
-Symphony No. 101 in D "The Clock, " II (Haydn)
-Symphony No. 40 in G Minor, I (Mozart)
-Rondo All' Ongarese, Trio No. 1 in G Major, Hob XV:251 (Haydn)
-Piano Sonata in C Minor (Pathétique) I (Beethoven)
-Piano Sonata in C Minor (Pathétique) II (Beethoven)
-Piano Sonata in C Minor (Pathétique) III (Beethoven)*O2JAM'S V3*
-Symphony No. 5, I (Beethoven)
-Symphony No. 9, IV (Beethoven)
-The Erlking (Schubert)
-March to the Scaffold [From Symphonie Fantastique, IV] (Hector Berlioz)
-Siegfried's Funeral March [From Die Götterdämmerung] (Wagner)
-The Sunken Cathedral [From Preludes Book 1] (Debussy)
-Bolero (Maurice Ravel)

Phew... that's a lot of work.. :D

Raw like Sushi!

2009-11-07T13:17:00.001-08:00

Konichiwa~ just made some Sushis for dinner :) don't criticize! this is my first time.... lol
Inari *warning- the making of these Inaris were awfully gross*
i won't eat these in Japanese restaurant again.... lol thinking of the chefs' hands *squeeze and squeeze* EWWWWW!! NO!

Random chicken rolls
these were just made because of the extra rice left... cheese and chicken fingers LOL

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I had been sick for a week and absent for 2days at school :( luckily the test result for Flu A(swine flu / H1N1 / whatever)is negative. My brothers got it though. LOL! they stayed at home for a week and are doing the thick pile of homework now. SWEEEEET~ Anyways, we are all fine now and going back to school on Monday, which.... stinks i know. My brothers and I recently create some GAMES kind of to overcome our boredom of Facebook, Dragonica, and also parents' nagging. HAHA. The name is Pig Ball xD
remember the pink piggy i got from CD? ahhh never mind that's history...... yeah we use the small pig ball thing for hand ball game in my room. Really good exercise-i'm sweating profusely after 10minutes. LOL
One last thing, i just took my 2nd SAT today at University of North Texas :) hope i did better than last time and good enough for the college applications

Ciao, FANSHU! (i'm eating fanshu tong shui now)

Odd and waste

2009-11-01T19:54:00.000-08:00

o.O I just wasted my Halloween weekend watching dramas and sleeping, not to mention EAT :) i didn't go trick or treating this year.... 1st i don't feel like it. 2nd my friends are working. 3rd i don't have any costumes to wear. 4th my brother would laugh their asses off. LOL so..... just an ordinary Saturday. There's a lot of parties going on (involving alcohol) so better not going out at night. It's odd because suddenly i am in a blogging mode. I went to the mall (again) with Cindy, Sam and Wayne, and another new girl, Azuki Sassa. And obviously! she's a Japanese :) an exchange student. Went to her foster parents' house for a few minutes, it's just like those typical "white" houses. =__= I hate hanging out at mall especially when you don't have money!! lol... and they are like supernatural beings that don't have to eat for 24hours *cough cough* but not ME :( i feel very awkward when i'm the only one eating with bunch of people staring at me. damnit... Sometimes i feel like yelling out "Stop fking pretending!" LMAO it's impossible that you are not hungry at all without eating for like 7 or 8hours!!! and also with that SIZE. well, ended up playing Uno in my room until 11pm. Oh yeah we had the daylight saving change again last night and now it's 2hours slower than Msia :) guess it's 12.30pm over there (10.30pm here)
Tonight is bored and troublesome. Both my parents are working and i have to cook dinner with Ryan. Wayne is sick at the moment, not that i know before my mom called me. =___= damn! i was trying to wake him up for 30minutes continuously because he hasn't done his homework yet. LOL i made the kitchen a messed and dishes just piled up like that. THat's why i hate cooking so much! i prefer eating!!! :D pasta with alfredo sauce and italian sausages. mozzarella sticks!!! and fried cream cheese with jalapenos that left me burning... anyways i'm getting Wayne some hot chocolate and medicine and off the shower.

Shinee's Ring Ding Dong stuck in my head! <3 fall in love with Moses Chan's Emperor look again <3 omg... it was Parish in the Name of Love!! and now Beyond the Realm of Conscience..

Random update

2009-10-28T14:02:00.000-07:00

Yo! Hahah people in TX don’t say this word so much as New Yorkers do… Why school is so tiring? And why holiday is so boring? Many things happened. Conclusion from the last post: Lily and Cindy are not in their talking terms anymore and I got deleted from Facebook by Lily. LMAO that’s a pretty good thing for me I guess because I don’t like her that much. Been hanging out with Cindy and Sam a lot lately. Phase Ten is a must whenever we hang out.. or UNO! J I realized I became more outgoing than before. Is it good or bad? Hmmm.. not sure. It better be a good one!! Lol! Finally my dad got his manager post at Fort Worth airport. God bless me, I don’t have to be nagged by him everyday after school. I still have to eat his cooking every night though since my mom gets off from work late. Ahhh… who to blame if I don’t know how to cook and too lazy to do it. AND good news! My mom finally started to plan for our trip back to Msia next year. Good thing… taking the SAT for the 2nd time again next week. After that I gotta start writing those college essays. Hope everything will be done by December and party time. Way too busy during school days. This weekend is Halloween! No trick or treat this year.. too old for that.. still gonna eat many candies though J Going to mall with Cindy and a new Japanese girl - student exchange program. Everything will be fine because I said so!! Ciao.
oh yeah.. at school again! HEHEHEHE

I had to STOP

2009-10-08T18:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm I think I had been "moving" so fast until I don't realize the people besides me could not catch up. I just woke up from my own "too into myself" dream. I'm so into something until I never care about things around me and also myself. Finally.................. I became depressed now. I could not control my freaking temper anymore. I just give a damn to those who piss me off.
Something happened today. A fight. I kind of involve in it but not directly. Lily and Cindy got into this fight and things got very very bad now. Maybe... I never really got into some relationships after I came here. So it's kinda awkward to me and also brings back so much memories of the past. I kind of can't "digest" everything now. It's really like 20months I never had such thing happen to me. I hardly had any friends in NY and now.. =_= My brain is all messed up now.
Awkward and complicated.

Pissed off.

2009-10-08T13:59:00.001-07:00

alright here i am again fussing craps. if you're reading this, I AM SORRY but i just need a place to SHOOT everything out. i'm not in a good mood so i'm cursing all the way and i don't give a shit to SOMEBODY who is i don't know whether too oblivious that i freaking hate her to death or just pretending like a stupid bitch. EVERYDAY freaking day! the tardy bell of period 4 rings, A FREAKING HARBINGER to remind me that i'm sitting with this particular her in the computer class. i just want to be nice okay, and she's forcing me to say fuck off bitch like everyday. i just got enough of her stupid "I DON'T KNOW" shit. Here, if someone suck at english and don't care to pay any attention to what the teacher is teaching, how BITCH is that? please go to hell and i am freaking not going to explain everything to her ONCE AGAIN. I HATE REPEATING STUFFS. i can swear to God, 80% of her stupid projects and works are helped/done by me. just like "Hey SiVA how you du tis?" WTF please.... don't even know how to pronounce my name. get the fk outta my face. not paying attention is one. she even play GMAIL and chat with all her Myanmar or Philippines whatever friends. that really pissed me off. so i just did an experiment [i didn't talk or help her and pretended to doze off] and..... she didn't finish the easiest work in 90mins. oh my god......
okay. i'm much better now :) sorry for the !@#$%^&* language

how am I?

2009-10-02T15:51:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... it's been a while since I abandoned this thingy again. literally.... guess what! I'm using my school computer now. By the way my new school is Lewisville High School, not Benjamin N. Cardozo High School anymore.. I miss it so much. I've not been updating like so long and things happened more than i can remember. I can't get to post everything here. I hate my new school because I'm not used to going off at 4.05pm everyday and not used to have like 90mins A PERIOD. yes, 90mins and the 3rd period is more I guess. just think about how I tried to survive in Miss Yip's tutoring for 2hours back then, and you'll know how hard it is for me to pass 90mins in a class. Almost, almost everyday I fall asleep in my Physics class. I can't say that i hate Physics just because I failed Lai Mann Keong's class. I neither like nor hate, but it's mad boring.

You can tell that senior year sucks by how often I update this blog. Too busy to do anything. Reaching home at 5pm everyday with homework and by the time I'm done, it's probably 8pm? and I'll have my dinner, relax a while then take a bath. You know how long I bath right... so it's already like 11 or 12pm.. I have Spanish quiz everyday! Seriously. So Ryan helps me with the memorizing part every night until 1pm. So how many hours can I have a good rest until my dad kicks me up the next morning. Sometimes I like it this busy because I feel that time flies faster than I could catch up. I had been telling my parents, myself to prepare for the SAT test on October and ended up postponed it to November. College applications are due by December so those essays and paperwork... DAMN! The TAKS test is like 2weeks away. Why I am working so hard? OMG... I'm trying to squeeze in the top 10% graduating seniors in my school so that I'll be accepted to all the Texas state colleges a.k.a. universities. Well, maybe I can dream about it :D Recently I'm having some problems with this DEPRESSION kinda thing. Nothing seems to please me and I quarreled a lot. Kinda fed up about myself and everyone. It's alright! My brothers will be my victims.

Someone asked me did I know some new friends here. Sure! =] more than I had in New York. I have been hanging out a lot with this girl, Cindy. She's a Chinese and she knows Cantonese a little, not fluent though because she's an ABC lololol! Today I'm going ice skating with her. YAY! I went to my parents' friend's daughters' house. BLARGH!!! What I'm trying to say. dang it. >:( Just my friends, Valerie and Hilarie(abcS too). Had a lot of fun taking pictures with them which they put it on facebook EWWW*and i look like a fat ass. Cheers! There's one girl staying with them too, Michele. She's.. well, kinda confused. She's born in New York but then left US with her parents when she's a baby. So she's living in Msia after that and moved back here again 3 years ago. Hard to explain those citizen and resident stuffs here. My parents think she's kinda fake, but I don't know and don't care. =_=

Texas is a place that you really need a car and of course driving license to go around. So I'm getting it when I'm ready. See, another test, driving test. =_= don't treat me like a slave God. There's so many school events and games like continuously. Yesterday was the 80s Day where you dress like those high school students in the 80s. LOL today is the Homecoming Day, just like prom but not that formal. A dance night for short. They wear those corsages with long ribbons and Christmas decorations on them just like a walking-Xmas-tree. Too bad I can't take any pictures because cell phone rule is even stricter than NY. (TO BE CONTINUED)
So, I just got back home from school and now continue this post. I forgot that today is the Pep Rally schedule so we go off earlier like 30minutes. Been talking about school stuffs a lot huh. PERIOD

Let's talk about my miserable life. I have been living with a grumpy and never satisfying man, MY DAD ever since he came back from Msia. I don't know what the hell is wrong with him- maybe misses his father, my granpa too much. THIS DUDE NEEDS TO COOL DOWN OKAY. Seems like me, NOTHING satisfies him. I don't know what to do with this dad here. Just like everyday after school I have to see him around the house makes me headache. I'm so tired of school, tired of tests, tired of college stuffs, tired of SAT and now..... I'm tired of his attitude. He got this Bipolar attitude. I don't know when he's joking with me and when he's serious. I'M FUCKING TIRED OF GUESSING. I HATE TO GUESS

I just had a rather big argument with him after school. The cause of this is our freaking attitudes. I KNOW! And he refused to take me and my brothers to ice skating tonight. Poor Cindy :( I hate to beg people, so no way I can make things better. I hate myself.

*SIGH* Guess I'll be posting again a century later

WTF

2009-08-26T16:45:00.000-07:00

Shortest title ever! What the fuck? First time polluting my blog with this word, especially after a long long time since I posted. Anyways, I think it's not the first time. School had started two days ago. I don't feel like talking about it now cause I AM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD. Just finding a place to vent my anger. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! FKFKFKKFKFKFKFKKF THAT!
Alright chill I gotta go before something I should not say BLARGH out. Trust me I'm waiting for the sun to set and sky to dark so I can go to the swimming pool and SWIM MY ASS OFF!!! that's the only thing that I know can cool me down. BYE! and by the way if you wanna know about Texas, the southern states, food, places, weather, school, house, people, you name it. Just POKE me in that comment thing. I'll answer you and as well update my long abandoned blog. I don't know what to write about. Really...

Time's passing by SO FAST

2009-08-15T00:01:00.000-07:00

Well, actually supposed to post this Monday but went to my new school's orientation and slept in the cafeteria (the place where they gave speeches and briefs) That explains all. My mood was completely ruined by that so called orientation. At first, I thought it would be good to refresh my memory of how school's environment and atmosphere are like after having a "long big fat lazy" summer holiday. This particular morning, I just sat in the cafeteria and listened to all the freaking speeches and stuffs, like I know nothing. I just need someone more informative than that. The orientation is mainly for sophomores (in my mind) which they said it's for sophomores AND new students. God, you must have counted how many new students were there. Maybe 99.9% of them are sophomores, 0.1% will be Me. Every subject they touched upon are all concerned about the 9th graders (another way of saying sophomore, I found that word annoying!) The main reason I went was because of the school tour they offered, knowing each part of the new school. (was also the point my mom coaxed me to go) So, the tour....... I waited(or slept) for 2 1/2 hours there and got a "sorry, the tour is canceled" answer from them. That ended my orientation and I WALKED HOME. Yea, walked. Almost 1 mile. =] You know the weather in my new place, scorching hot. It makes me easily got heated up and started to fuss around.
Time really flies eh~ Wayne was back yesterday! So, we drove to Fort Worth airport with our new car(Mitsubishi Montero limited ed, guess how much? only $5k. Actually it costed more than that but we negotiated with an "assalamualaikum" and that's how it got cheaper. The seller is a muslim from Arab and he thought my parents are, too, because of the MAGIC word-alakazam- just kidding. Ahh that's another gramma story) After a month and a half, seeing Wayne got thinner and dressed in my favorite style(striped cardigan) wearing a mask, that's just nice. Ahhh. Got some souvenirs from my aunt, kakak, grampa and godbrother. Thanks. Eh, I finally got my "bread"(that keychain bread that looks and smells like the real thing, I've craved for it for months!!!!!!) =]
Wow, the real stress and problems I had thinking of a really suitable career/future/major did help me realize that time flies too. I'd never felt so bothered. Never had worried what I should do in the future. Always in a day dreaming state of mind, spoon fed by my pampering parents. When it really comes to the real thing, my so called ambitions and dreams are all waned. My mind was blanked. I started to do some research and stuffs to find out which college and major suits me. I realized that forensic is just too much for me. I just check it off from my list when I knew it requires some law majors and some wacky stuffs. I still love that job though. So I came across this, anesthesiologist. Interesting. I am 65% in it. 35% not-sure-what-to-do. So, I need to suffer for 12years before I become one. First, 4years of college. Then, 4years of medical school. Finally, 3-4years of residency in hospitals or medical offices as a physician. We'll see how things go. Deed is better than words.
Finally I finished the first 3 novels of the Sookie Stackhouse series. Seems hooked on it as my must-do-habit before sleeping. Starting the 4th one last night. Enjoyed all of them. I realized it was no fun at all watching the movie after you read the novel. It is mad boring and I feel stupid, knowing what will happen next or confused when the director changed the story. This made me stop Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince at the 10th minute. I watched Twilight without reading the novel and I finished it. I felt bored though, because of the forest scenes and dark lightnings. Maybe it was my monitor's problem. I'm getting sick of my friends who argued with me that Twilight is better than HP and starting their Twilight Saga reading habit after watching the movie. Actually, better to call it "after watching the cutie, Robert Pattinson". Anyways, the movie or Pattinson? did a great job getting more readers for Meyer.
Had my first ever driving lesson in my life today with my dad. Feel glad that I didn't learn it in Malaysia because I don't have to suffer the left-lane syndrome my parents did. So I just get used to driving on the right lane. Ahhh that would be good. I did have the left-seat syndrome where I used to get on the left front seat. Too used to that as I had always sit on the left front seat for the first 16years of my life. Shhhh... Don't laugh! I think I just get rid of the problem after we bought the new car. Good thing. According to my instructor, Babie, I passed. I think he just wanted to give me some cheer or I didn't bang his new car for God's sake. =.=
Craps aside, big things ahead! Birthday season is coming~ That means siblings and me are having our birthday SOON. One after another. I wonder how my parents worked it out to be so.... organized? LOL Sunday's Wayne's big day and tomorrow we are going to the outlets for a shopping spree, as promised. I'd waited and waited for that moment, like forever because my body are growing with the time day by day. No more clothes can fit me in. You may have a good laugh at me, being obese, like I always did to those in the past. Good example, Fei Po. Wahahaa. I'm a Fei Fei Po now.
Hey, time to hibernate now. "Eh nub, sleep like a log!" =] Going IHop for dinner tomorrow night~~~~~~ BEST PANCAKES

Craving for school!

2009-08-06T14:09:00.000-07:00

Alright, you might think that I'm some retard or what to put that title but I'm so sure of myself that I'm NOT. Any of you agree with me that a holiday once in a while is good but not too long? Who would not wish for holidays or a break after those ABC123 stuffs at school... or college. I just realize this summer holiday is too long for me. I'm not showing off or what but believe me, I AM SUFFERING NOW~ Maybe for some people this summer holiday is a good time for them to prepare whatever they need to graduate.. SAT.. tests.. applying colleges.. work.. ok to be short, those people who have extraordinary discipline or extreme awareness of future to plan and work out their time the best. e.g. Min Gi, my korean friend. Chatting with her in msn is like splashing myself with cold water to wake me up, to reflect myself how I am really wasting my golden time here doing craps. (Good luck in all your tests and college stuffs Min Gi!) However, for people like me who are so carefree and won't do something until the last minute.. I have no idea what to do!! I've tried to read some books, watch movies but I just can't overcome my boredom. I messed up my routines.. sleeping at 3am and waking up at 2pm. That sucks so much when I tried to sleep a little earlier but ended up lying on my bed until 3am. I guess my brain has been used to that time to rest. So, crapppppppp...
These days, I mean this week, I had been sleeping at 3am but getting up at 9am. Thanks to my mom's excitability to have me on time for the new school enrollment. My new school, Lewisville High School is near to my home and because of this, my parents had been encouraging me to walk to school. Oh hell, I must get my driving license as fast as I can but I don't think I'm allowed to drive to a school that is less than a mile from my home. I would get killed. (by my parents) After a few trips to and fro the school, I finally got enrolled. Fortunately for me, things got so smooth and nice. The credits required to graduate as a senior here is 26 and the counselor said I got more than that. ROFL! I wonder how many does New York high schools need as I'm sure I haven't got enough to graduate yet there. So, the system here seems a good deal to me. Students only have 4periods everyday and one and a half hour each. That means that I don't need to walk like 7 times around the school everyday, just 4. That bad part is I have to attend each subject for 90mins, if that's boring.. I'll be dead ass. =.=
Since I'm that eager to go to school now, I don't care. Haha... we'll see.. Met my counselor just now and she arranged 8 classes for me. 4 in the fall and 4 in the spring. I like most of the subjects, but who knows? One thing I know is that I won't get my obese figure back in shape because there'll be no more gym classes for me. It's because my credits for the PE and health classes have overwhelmed, LOL more than enough. So here's my 8 courses as a senior~~~
-English 12
-Speech(like public speaking) my parents said I talk too LESS
-Keyboarding(learn how to type) this is because my mom lied to my counselor that I "finger-pecks" the keyboard
-Computer science(microsoft stuffs) my parents die for this because they need to pay if I learn it privately. ROFL
-Physics(last required science classes to graduate) I know nothing but a 9% from Lai Mann Keong's test
-Art 2, Sculpture(learn to sculp some art stuffs) I chose this myself because of fun and curiosity. LOL if you're given to choose drawing, painting or sculpture, whic one?
-Calculus
-US Government/Economics(a social study class required for all seniors) seriously I hate this!! I got enough of last year's US history!!!!!
-Spanish 2(no comments. since last year I took Spanish 1 so this year is required to continue in order to graduate) I can't actually believe the counselor gives me credits for Malay language I took in Malaysia. LOL! Total 6 of that. Should be grateful or what......

I think that's all the courses I'm taking before I graduate. Sweet. Have to start choosing and applying colleges/Universities now. All I can say is "FAN" (cantonese's troublesome)

I am protected by several vampires.
I have a fairy godmother.
I am a friend of a werewolf pack.
and I can read your mind.
What you got?

(Some) mission failed.

2009-08-04T16:27:00.000-07:00

Okay seems like I had abandoned this thingy right here while passing my nothing-to-do days in this new place called Texas. I have some announcement by the way, I failed to check all those lists on the last post. I failed to meet up with Uncle Freddie, but well that's not actually my fault since he promised all kind of events but in the end there's his wife there having a darn menopause fussing around, spoiling everything. Ummm, girls... women... ladies... female or whatever, just remember to take some hormone balancing pills when you're experiencing *clear throat* menopause. Who knows what happen? Just don't kill your hubby anyway, if you have one. ROFL! I have to admit that I failed to find a job here. This.. put the blame on me for being lazy, finding tonnes of excuses... crap. Should it be: I didn't find a job here. Fail, not before I never try it. And lastly, failed.. NO, lazy (that's a right term) to post up the events for Statue of Liberty and Madame Tussauds. At least you know I went there.... WA-HA-HA
Now, I mean everyday before 8/24/09 (school reopen), I have nothing else better to do. Just cut it short, after I arrived at Fortworth Airport we stayed at Aunt Frances' (she's nice) house for 2weeks and babysit baby Patrick, a mad cute baby!!! I just moved in my new house last 2days ago. If you wonder how it is, it's bigger than the one in New York, fully air-conditioned, fully carpeted, has a swimming pool and gym, cleaner, nicer, more comfortable but empty, boring, 3rd floor, and it's an apartment. So everything has it's pros and cons you see but I weigh the cons heavier in my book. First, yours truly has gained a lot of weight since last year and still, gaining! So I need to climb up to the 3rd floor every time I go home, can you understand how hard and "breathtaking" it is? LOL I wanna fuss one more thing about moving, you might lose something important. I LOST MY USB CABLE THAT CONNECT MY DAMN PHONE TO THE PC!!!! so, no pictures. Also, the fireworks video I recorded during the 4th of July is still there! inside my freaking phone.... crap!!!! 1gb+, if I can't transfer it to my pc, there will be no memory for anything else. That SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! WHOAAAAAAAAAAA!! I'm getting very pissed off(my dad's the culprit, shoot him!) today actually, so that's good because I can't control my anger at the starting of this post, nice =.= so you see I'm having some difficulties to chill myself now!!!!!!! OFF!! PERIOD.

To-do list - back but not for long

2009-07-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

Umm... looking back the last post, seemed like I've been way too lazy for this the past weeks. And God, seriously, I'm busy too. Lots of things happened, since it is the last 2 weeks for my family here in New York. Those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, I AM MOVING AWAY FROM NEW YORK, or.... TO TEXAS! LOL I didn't DARE to tell this not until the very last minute. Hail those freaking ***tards.. i mean custards actually =.=
My mom had to fire her lady boss (nicknamed "Fire Engine" wahaha) earlier to do the packing. I just wanna fuss a lil' bout moving a damn house here!! SIGH!!!!! I had just moved away from a house that I spent the 1st 16years of my life there. That's way better than I had to move away from a place rented for 1year that I spent my 1st year living in New York or US there. Difference is that moving from the old house I didn't have to really pack up EVERYTHING in and out. Just my personal belongings because my aunt and grampa are still living there. And this freaking place here, I had to pack up every single little thing that one eye can see and clean up the whole damn place before handing back the keys to the landlord. HOLY FKTARD! Imagine your whole house, even the ladle, straws, tissues, PostIt, wires, TV, shelf, handball, screws, YOU NAME IT, had to be packed and moved out the house within 5hours. At first, all the furniture and huge things carried out, then you will start to confuse if you had entered the wrong house. Then, the 500pounds TV I had to carry with my dad. So OMG! Finally, left all the tiny tiny craps that you wished to just burn the whole house to get rid of those. I thought that only old people suffered from the kinda disorder when they like to keep stuffs like plastic bags, bottles, cans, kitchen wares and utensils BLARGH! but even my mom??? Oh God, bless my family...... Luckily, in the end, she gave up and asked me to throw them away but part of them, she past to her successor, our poor neighbor, Jason.(also from Malaysia, coincident~) The last part of moving was killing me every second, everything in the house was cleared up and left the dust and dirt. My nose is allergic to dust, and Ryan's sweeping all the way, my both legs haven't recovered from the lame-ing trip I had on the 15th to Statue of Liberty, and my back...OUCHHHH! Trust me, Sylvia just cleaned the whole refrigerator herself and mop and whole damn house yesterday. Alright, now, just forget about the nightmare.
I'm staying in my uncle's mansion now, (not mansion actually but forgive me. Just think when you eat veges everyday and suddenly given a bite of McDonalds.. =.= you get me right) living my life to the FULLEST! Air-conditioned, a fridge stuffed with food and beverages, stress free from moving and studies, 10laptops for me, and 3 little monkey cousins there. WAHAHA... This tells why I have the chance to post this now. Tell you one more thing about moving. Funny? NO IDEA! The few last days in the house, almost everything got well packed in the box, ready to be moved away. And I had to eat rice with a knife, cause my mom had packed all the forks and spoons. I had to shower with some random shampoo. I had to wear nightshirts all day because most of my clothes were packed in the suitcase. I had to eat up every food left in the cupboard and fridge. The last day was worst, I had to sit on the floor to enjoy my 1footlong Subway sandwich because all the chairs and stools were moved by the moving company. When you need to find your phone charger, your mom tells you "Oh it's in the box, deepest part, covered by other stuffs, and the box was well-taped." WTF?? And those boxes will only be delivered by the moving company after a month. Well, craps, all craps!!!!!!!! By Monday I'll be flying to Dallas, Texas by plane, 4hours journey.
Here's the to-do list before leaving,
-Dinner with Aunt Christine, Cassandra and Carissa tonight (farewell dinner)
-Enjoy my last Sunday here
-Prepare for Monday's flight
-Ready for a new life
To-do list after leaving,
-Meeting Aunt Frances and family
-Meeting Uncle Freddie and family
-Adapting new life
-Enrolling new school
-Prepare for the next SAT
-Find a job
-Finish up the rest of the Sookie Stackhouse series
-Finish up HK dramas
-Posting up the missing events
: A Day at Madame Tussauds NY wax museum
: A Day at Statue of Liberty

_GOOD LUCK SYLVIA_

Homo sapiens

2009-07-01T14:28:00.000-07:00

I think the title is too general but yeah I wanna crap about us, fellow humans now. Good god, we are sometimes too weird to be explained. Me as an example, I can post this in like 2 weeks ago but now, even my holiday had started and I got nothing to do. Alright lemme recall the weird things happened... hmmm........
-I went to pick up my report card and regents results on June 26th. Get an 89.75% GPA and 80s for regents but I was pretty sad. Thought that the day was my last day in Dozo but I left my document at home and had to go for another trip on Monday, June 29th. So I got all my transcript and vaccination documents, ready for the next school registration.
-The King of Pop Michael Jackson died. What is weird about that was when those who never even listened to his songs began to look for them. And some even bought his CDs and stuffs, opened some kinda fan clubs in facebook, and all MJ's stuffs became hotter than they were. That's human.
-Swine flu became A flu in Asia and worsen. Actually not that worse, but the fellow Homo sapiens or some Homo floresiensis a.k.a. hobbits who haven't got the chance to evolve YET had been exaggerating the flu day by day via mass media. This provoked chaos and paranoiacs among some particular people. Well I don't wanna make the post gets long but still have to share some "jokes" with you here. An illiterate pain in the ass began to tremble when he heard my brother was going back to MY. After my brother had reached, almost every second everyday he told my brother to shower and stuff. If he thinks that A flu can be cured by just showering, he is the one who got no cure. Worse, he even called my mom all the way from MY to tell her that it is illegal to not report to the police or government if one had got the flu. Point is that, did my brother has it? Also, a well-respected so called Headmaster of some kinda primary school kept my cousin from attending her school for 2weeks just because my cousin is staying with my brother in the same house. So, just see how the media had influenced some of us, humans that much.
-An example of weird human family, mine. We were planning for a trip to the Statue of Liberty 2weeks before and still haven't go yet. Since the reopen of the crown of the statue on July 4th, all the tickets were fully booked all the way until September. Now we don't even got the chance to buy the tickets. ROFL! We have to wait until next year or so for a chance to come back NY for that.
-More weird cases. On July 4th, which was the US Independence Day, my family made a trip to Manhattan to experience the yearly Macy's fireworks along the Hudson River. We reached the town at 4pm and it was fully crowded. Believe it or not, the fireworks start at 9.20pm but there were like thousands of thousand of people there, camping, picnicking, sun tanning and waiting at the spot that was known to have the best view of the fireworks. We managed to find a shady spot behind a tree and started to glue ourselves on our nice spot before overtaken by the others. I felt as if I was being barbecued under the sun, ended up sun burned =.= Imagine me usually being so impatient managed to overcome my boredom of waiting for 5hours and 20minutes for a 21minutes fireworks display. My dad failed to battle his boredom and wanted to have a walk around. He came back in a disappointed look after not more than 5minutes and said that our area was surrounded by the NYPD cops and guards. Once we left the place, we have to line for like a mile long before entering again. WTF! It was only 5 or 6pm and still a long way to go. I mean HUMANS! too many!! I am still not sure if it was worth to wait that long for the boom boom pow, I mean fireworks. LOL but just take it as a rare experience since I'm moving. Blargh!! By the time the display ended, we had the intuition of something's gonna happened. A big bang followed by dead silence, AND everyone was rushing out of the river side, which only had an exit fits 4 or 5 people(the cops were surrounding the area with their police cars) How can the millions of humans able to squeeze through it? GOD.. That moment I realized why some had left earlier before the display ended, they were experienced enough to avoid the situation. As for us, I had to hold my mom's hand so tight and push through all the way into the streets, walkways, subway tunnel and lastly the subway train. I was lucky to be well trained in my 4000population school to squeeze around. =.= Every street in Manhattan that night was fully packed with HUMANS. Even an ambulance with siren on had to move like 10miles/hour... gosh..I recorded the whole 25minutes video of the display but since one of my pc was dead, I can't upload it to this one.(going to die sooner or later) I was shocked to see the size of the video....... 1.2gb WTF
-Decided to develop my reading habit while I have nothing to do at home except sleeping late at 3am in the midnight, waking up 2pm in the afternoon, messing up with my meals, and sitting in front of this LCD screen(believed to emit radiation and harm us, humans) =.= Weird is that I am either too lazy to go to the library or some kinda reasons don't allow me to do so. I am reading a book, actually ebook via my pc which means radiation again. LOL who cares~ whatever... Starting my vampire series, Sookie Stackhouse as my favorite Harry Potter series had come to an end.

Argh.... just too many weird things happened. Enough of the craps. Now some photos taken on July 4th. ATTENTION!!!!!!! PLEASE IGNORE MY OBESE FIGURE =.= THANK YOUposing with Mr. Morgan Freeman WAHAHA shorter than him like 3feet.. damnRipley's Believe it or Not~ I wonder if I can stretch my mouth like that =.= as Clone always said I have a big mouth.... LMAOThese were like 1% of the people there waiting with me for 5hours+US WWII battle ship and museumA 5minutes show of colored water to ease our boredom before fireworks startedSince I can't post the video now... here's some photos roughly taken....

The squeezing night with millions of people
I think that's all at the moment because this pc can't connect to my phone. Everything needs for the dead pc to revive... We'll see... Night~

A Day in New Jersey

2009-06-23T21:45:00.000-07:00

Umm... I guess this grandma story supposed to be post last 2weeks ago but due to my laziness........ now it doesn't matter right? Since my dad came back from Malay I got sick and messed up with my time. Yesterday was the first day of Summer! My brain defines summer as tan skin; freaking hot; burning sun; sweating; and etc.. most importantly, 3months of holiday!! Today I dragged myself to school for my last test, Math B regents which is the only test I put all my effort in and considered paid off this very afternoon. LOL! Looking forward to this Friday, ima take my report card for the whole school term and all the SAT and regents test results. Also, my last glance of dear school, Dozo. Then, I'm all done, sending off Wayne back to MY and counting the remaining precious days in NY. This weekend I'm going to visit the Statue of Liberty. =.= Sometimes human is weird, living so near yet never appreciate, leaving so far yet realize. Hey shush...I just realized I'm off topic, not again..
6/14/09 - warm sunny day
Case - Cherry picking with the Abbotts and Leis
People involved
- The Wongs (Sylvia a.k.a. yours truly, Ryan, Amie)
- The Leis (Uncle Ben, Aunt Suzanne, Brendon, Casey, Florence)
- The Abbotts (Aunt Kitty, Jessica)
On the loose
- Wayne; fever
- Babie; still in Malaysia
- Uncle Joe; at work
Scenes - Springdale Farm, Union Beach, Abbotts' house
Evidence
#1 - Fake farm tractors#2 - My chinese zodiac animal waiting to be fed#3 - Unripe cherry-sized apples#4 - All kinda names of cherry species *ignore the guy who wanted my attention ROFL!#5 - In the plastic sauna cherry plantation *over 200degrees!!!#6 - A magnolia tree; flower bigger than my fist *smells so good#7 - Some kids were having a barnyard party#8 - Colorful flowers sold#9 - A rough view of the strawberry plantation *strawberries were all plucked by others #10 - Clear results of strolling around the farm *ewww muddy ground#11 - homemade strawberry fondue by Aunt Kitty#12 - Abbott family's cute zigzag apartment design#13 - Barbecue human at Union beach anyone?#14 - Sand written HOLIDAY *by infamous artist, yours truly =.=
Live report
#1 - Lesson on how to pick cherries in an Ah Bo's style *Ah Bo=Brendon

#2 - Lesson on how to endure burning hotness while picking sweet cherries

#3 - Lesson on how to dig a random hole at the beach *by well-trained instructors Ms. Lei(Florence) & Ms. Abbott(Jessica)
#4 - Lesson on how to record a video professionally in the car *by yours truly Ms. Wong(Sylvia) _____SPOILERS_____!!!!!!!!!! ignore 1.10 onwards because I forgot to press stop. too professional~ This is a partial view of Princeton University in New jersey. I regretted that I took this halfway and not from the beginning. The Princeton building is exactly something like the Hogwarts building I'd seen in the Harry Potter movie, truly beautiful, classic, indescribable.

Well, I think this post is long enough and a picture worth a thousand words. I'll crap again in the next one.

FILE CLOSED

p/s : Thank you, sweeties. I had a lots of fun there.

the return of my "bumble bee"

2009-06-18T14:04:00.000-07:00

Woots! I guess after my cherry picking trip to New Jersey last Sunday, my blogging nerves were damaged by the 100degrees scorching ultra violet radiation. Or simply... lazy? =.= I have to save all the NJ stories and photos for the next post now. Took my English Regents and Biology a.k.a. Living Environment Regents today. Too bad every time I was writing an essay for some kinda test, I'll have a writer's block for like 30mins before I started to crap 4paragraphs out. I'm quite thankful that I manage to finish them before the time ends though. Seriously, I hate English so much, not because of anything but essays! Snap! This morning was raining so heavily and I got all wet, shivering as I was taking my tests in class. Oh if you're wondering did I bring an umbrella, HELL YEAH! but a broken one. LOL! I tell you seriously, do not play with New York's rainy days. Sometimes I rather get wet than using an umbrella here. Why? The freaking wind is like trying so hard to blow you away. Gosh... My umbrella was overturned uncountable times when I was walking on the road. I saw so many umbrellas got overturned today while I was waiting at the bus stop. ROFL! You don't find it funny here but wait till you see those ladies and gentlemen busy fixing their umbrellas with the how-the-hell-can-I-fix-this look. I just miss those rainy days and thunderstorms in Kampar... Muddy water rising inches up the ground followed by the whispering thunder. Rashimah's tuition place is the first place to flood before the other part of the town. LMAO... Messy but fun, wet but without wind. Here, it is higgledy piggledy!! See... I can talk about the rain for like a whole page. =.= RED LIGHT! Yea...... my title - the return of my "bumble bee" is regarding to the return of my dad. =.= YEAAAAA just arrived at JFK Airport last night, Terminal 7 lols! Of course I went, but not my 2 bros. Honestly, I was a little disappointed by umm.. nothing. Here, say if your dad comes home after an oversea trip, sure you're hoping for some goodies right? What if he comes back with bunch of stuffs and nothing you're interested in... like me.. Damn! Arsy-varsy, he gave out all his stuffs to the people over there. His phone, new shirts, and even his flip flops that he was wearing. OMFG! I have to stand in those people's shoes where the gentleman Mr. Wong is back from US, should have expected tonnes of goodies right... Whatever~ Now what? My house is packed with some bottles of home made "sambal" by kakak, Boxing Kiew Brothers' dried meat+meat floss, indian muruku, boxes of durian chocolates, Benedictine D.O.M., some herbal thingy and soup from Yu Yan Sang, dried scallops, and etc. Hmm... FINE! I'll get my goodies myself when I go back next year!! After a month of freedom, my "bumble bee" is back to buzz through my ears again - his ability of nagging 24/7 =.= See, now he's asking me to do something again.. OMG! Anyways, he got too much of rest in Malaysia and gained a lot of weight, it's me and others here who do the chores everyday so now it's his turn. He's busy sweeping the floor now so I better get off to let him excess the corners. "Shooo shoooo legs off"

time files, goodbye Dozo , adios todos....

2009-06-12T17:00:00.000-07:00

Finally!! The long awaited day since September 6th had come!! It's SUMMERRRRR!! Officially, it's Monday though but we take it as today. That's a tradition, so who cares? Some teachers try to make us come on Monday by using a nobody-cares trick - giving out final test grades on Monday. Who will go to school for a final test grade yo? Geeks maybe... I won't. =] Anyways, we need to come for the next week and the next after to take our regents - state tests. Ahhhh, spent a half school day - cut period 1, 2, 3, and 4 today. New record~ =] To be honest, if I didn't have to return my Spanish textbook and also to see my dearest math teacher, Mr. Gong, I would not have dragged myself to school!! lol If you're thinking that he's like those "china man" type, sorry you're damn wrong! He's born here and mad funny. I like him so much, never had such a good teacher before. I think I gonna cry if I continues. LMAO too emotional. =.= Thanks for everything, hope I can meet you somewhere in the future. =] p/s : he took the photo in my math class cause my friend had her phone out and he saw it. Since electronics are not allowed to use in Dozo, teachers will confiscate them when they see any. Instead of doing that, Mr. Gong who likes to joke around will ask students to give him their phone. Guess what, he will send a text to someone randomly in contact album with the phone, "My teacher had took away my phone" ROFL!!! And he'll wait for their reply and read out loud cause he said they'll surely ask "If your teacher had taken your phone then how you text me?" OMG that's another story. Enough! Off topic! Hmmm... can't deny that time really flies. I'm already one year here and been 10months in Dozo. Just scanned thru my first few posts, that reminds me when I'm first admitted to Dozo, like a freaking dummy, no clue of what to do, where to go, and how to do. Haha, but that's the past. I'm feeling a lot better and comfortable now. *******Another grandma story about Dozo - I'm too long-winded : Since this is my first and last year in Dozo, my friends told me that every end of the school day, seniors that are graduating or those crazy freshmen will play some pranks around. For the seniors, I understand that after 4years of unbearable homework and assignments and also the strict Deans it's a time to repay back *evil* BUT! but I don't understand those freshmen, who are still new to the school wanna do something like that. What I call it, immatured? or curiosity? =.=Last year, freshmen pour baby powder all over and made the building smells and seniors pour sticky liquids on staircases. No wonder when I reached school today there were so many guards, Deans, teachers and police anywhere. (there are also police and guards in my school usually =.=) A Dean shocked me when I saw her sitting right beside the staircase door. She asked me if I have a pass to walk around at the time and I told her I just came. LOL I was so blur after I got off the bus and didn't know what to reply when she asked me "So you should have bring me a breakfast" Of course I know she was joking but I was like huh? When I entered the hallway, every class I passed had their lights off with their smartboard showing some kinda movie. I guess teachers are not teaching since everyone is in a ready-for-summer mood so they just keep students mouth shut by watching movies. In my math class, I heard my classmates talked about the seniors who had just threw marbles down the stairs and exploding water bottles at the DEANS WTF! How could I miss it....... Anyways, gotta stop before this post gets any longer.
___END OF MY HIGH SCHOOL YEAR IN NYC___ memory of Mr. Vargas' Spanish class - that's the smartboard right there!a view from outsidethe big field I walked passed every morning
p/s : If you find the photos too small, click them. Should be mad big cause I set my phone camera size - 2048 X 1536 ROFL..

rose part II

2009-06-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

lol ima crap a little more about him today since it's the last day of school. I'll NEVER EVER EVER EVER see him again, hope so. Actually, at this point, I have no much to talk about this guy, my dear teacher. I even cut his class yesterday and also today. So my last day with him was Wednesday. Oh yeah, I didn't do the so called must assignment - to attend a $5 school concert. I doubt if you'll really fail me for that, but I just don't feel like going. Do what you want! I cut your class porque I don't wanna watch no Phantom of the Opera, I watched it for 4times with my brothers, for real. Also, hehee the screen is mad small! Please learn how to maximize during the summer, if possible take a computer class, basics will do. =] LOL Seeing his miserable hand fumbling the mouse, ROFL... no comments. Having nothing else to do, I took a good shoot of his annoying back and post it here. LOL enjoy! I'll miss you, Dr. Rose, surely I'll do. *smirk*
p/s : porque = because in Spanish =] ~ I'm crazy!!!!!!!!!!

All about Rose

2009-06-09T14:34:00.000-07:00

-raining again...
-last 4days of school
I was forced to carry 3books weigh roughly about 40+lbs to school yesterday.(not exaggerating) I am no billionaire's daughter so no limousine for me, not even a damn car or what they say-Kancil LOL! I had to take a no-space-for-me bus to school. Carrying the freaking books while trying so hard to grab the pole, pushing and pulling with the rest of those "tuna" in the bus. OMFG. Seriously, my right arm is sore now. I am so happy today because I was like making fun of my great Dr. Rose's computer illiteracy. He used to show us movies of the great composers like Mozart, Bach and etc in the tiny little TV but suddenly he asked if anyone knows how to operate the smart board and computer. I was like WTF? why he never ask like the starting of December but now, the last week of school. =.= told you he got some mental thingy up there. p/s : SMARTBOARD is like a digital white board in every class used as a board and also computer(google.. google!!) Dr. Rose the great doesn't even know how to maximize the window so we had to watch it in small size. LMAO and doesn't know how to pause the movie! God bless him! Luckily he is blessed with a good-for-nothing student, ME to teach him how to pause it. I confessed that I had cut almost 15days of his class this marking period and late everyday. I cut again yesterday as I didn't prepare for his freaking listening test. When I walked in today, class already started 15minutes ago and they were having listening test. DAMN Rose postponed it!!!!! No choice but to hand in my beautiful blank paper with my name. Oh my god.. there's so much to talk about the pain in the ass.... continue later

countdown

2009-06-07T13:22:00.000-07:00

Today's weather is just great! 82Fahrenheit. that's very MALAYSIA! but i woke up at 12pm and didn't plan to go out. Finally finished the whole Rosy Business drama last night until 2am. =] Honestly I had waited to finish this great drama so long but I had my SAT test yesterday and I think I did it quite well for my first time. Can't believe I just finished 10episodes in half day. LOL! After this test, I think my school days are soon over but not really. Having so many finals next week and regents the other, but I feel like I'm well ready for the summer holiday RIGHT AWAY! SAT is far more important than those (sadly i never really prepared) since after my school's done I'll be having another life changing event for me and also my family. Kinda not feel like talking about that now because it's only 80% chances that will happen. I had fed up of those retarded faggots a.k.a. Kampar's #1 over there for their mouth abilities better than those stand up comedians. Ima confirm if I have the chance to =] Anyways, I'll be damn free after the 20th! Probably finding a job to earn some air ticket back next year and buy all my dreams. So, just countdown for the big event to happen soon. - In a month time~
going out to enjoy the summer weather and do the laundry

disasters!!!!!!

2009-06-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

-light rain the whole day
-quite cold
-US History Final done today which was quite a disaster for me(never studied)
-volunteered to go to the board and explained the trigonometry thingy in math class LOL
-checked out some condoms and stuffs in health class
-forced myself to memorize the freaking jazz songs for coming listening quiz
-nearly threw up in biology (watching how parasites eat us alive *that's gross*)
-the kind of random scats "babibubebo" is stucked in my head the whole day and its killing me!!!! the voice of rose saying that worsen it (i think im going crazy) omg how do you stop it... S.O.S.~

disasters part :
1. My laptop died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG.... summer holiday is coming and it died... no webcam T_T
2. SAT is tomorrow and i never prepare for it... what the..... im dead ass (still blogging =.=)
3. Wrote a whole bunch of craps in my history final essay part
4. Heard about Joanna's sad live story : her mom was born when her granny was 45years old (high risk of getting a premature or down syndrome baby) Her mom ended up mentally handicap which Joanna called it "a lil bit crazy". That's kinda sad... how can you grow up happily with a mom like that... and she told me that her mom even tried to kill her 2years old cousin before (luckily didn't) and now she's taking pills to "calm herself".
5. I did my birth project last minute last night but i forgot the questions and randomly did it!! took me forever! 10% off my average if i didn't hand in today.6. I had gained 10kgs + ever since i moved here!! (WTFFFFFF) i guess im going to take over wongjoe's place soon. Last night i went to the Subway and bought this as my dinner. (added few more pounds) the Subway's 5footlong! OMG look at the pen and you know how "small" it is =.=

good news : doctor called me and said my tests are alright. NO ANA thingy and thalasemia too =] (means no more blood test)

gotta blast! glued my ass and start studying for the $42 test tomorrow =.=

i am a "black sheep" LMAO!

2009-06-03T11:04:00.000-07:00

-warm weather + raining
-english and biology finals were over
-no school tomorrow (don't be happy, it's not really a break)
a journey back home : still the same, taking Q27 bus home for 20mins. It was boring and annoying if some faggots got on the bus and keep barking non-stop at your ears. My house is near to the beautiful cemetery (as a sign that I have almost reached) and a big flower shop. (Flowers by Peter) Got off at 7-Eleven and cross the street to the flower shop. My heart will be thumping like hell and there is this freaking huge wolf-like dog untied staring at me every time I passed the shop. It is quite sad to know that its owner is blind. Whenever I walked pass the walkway I saw so many giant dog poopies all the way to my house and also a giant sign "Please clean up after your dog" (this proves that the owner is blind)
in Dozo(my school) : I got an envelope during my health class that looks like this

guess what, when I opened it i found this

and this

the badge is kinda nice but when I turned it over, i started to crack in my history class LAUGH MY ASS OFF! look closer here

i was like WTF?? =.= i know I'm stereotyping. the label Made in China on almost every single thing now is common even branded items like PSP, phones batteries, cameras, etc. HOWEVER! this one, wow look at that... it's like 30 CHINA-s there. LOL i wrote about the Arista society before that they had asked me to join (forgot it's in which crap post) After joining it, I realized it's too late to quit except you got 3 strokes and kicked out or changed school. Till you graduate you're in it. T__T This society often gimme a headache cause it organizes meetings every Thursday which is mandatory and caused me to go home late. Then it had some other freaking activities to attend like the Parent Teacher Conference, International Food Festival and the recent one, Arista Installation '09. All these were held at NIGHT that made me took a bus to school AGAIN and came home very dark and late ALONE. I didn't go to the Installation night(it's the same as Girls' Brigade Enrollment Day but of course NO DRILL!! lol but formal)Honestly, I had lied to one of the teacher-in-charge, Ms. Kucker that my grandpa had a grand 70th bday party that night and she was so mean to me. She said "Then just don't show up" right away! =.= whatever~ thanks! I think the cert and badge were given on the night and I wasn't there so they gimme today.
conclusion : I admit I am the "black sheep" of the Arista. skip meetings, events, activities, services, cutting class, going late to school everyday! and also absent at the Installation night. LOL all check. they should have regretting now for asking me to join. hallelujah~ all hail me!

everything about school!

2009-06-02T11:07:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I'm doing this... I got so many finals, regents, and also the SAT this Saturday yet I'm crapping again here. WTF! I can't wait till Thursday - Queens Borough Day, no school *YAY!* I love US so much because like Chinese says "Fart once also holiday" ROFL. Today's weather is so fine - 70Fahrenheits and I wore a hoodie to school. =.= felt like barbecuing myself in the classes. guess what I'm finally eating microwave food AGAIN!!!! before I came here, I never learned how to even make a simple - like sandwich for myself. I guess I was too lucky to have 2 maids and my mom's cafe back then for me. This serves me right and I am eating microwave food everyday. LOL I guess 7more days and that's my exactly 1year here - that's how long I've been eating microwave food. The first thing I thought of food is the microwave and that's the easiest way ever to have food!!! I don't even know how to use the microwave in MY! I learned some SKILL at least. haha. Having a microwaved chicken fingers, macaroni and brownie - prepared in 2mins (that's why I love microwave so much)
I feels like talking about the fun and retarded things I had in school now. =.= my health class is doing the sex topic this week and YES they're all talking just about SEX! nice topic? i think that's the most interesting topic ever that those who used to sleep will pay the closest attention ever LOL. my health class is like a free 9X% for me to add up my GPA in the report card. Hardly have any homework and writing in class. Mr. Levine just show us movies and clips all the time and discuss about it. Just yesterday we saw the BSE and TSE clip. (Breast Self Exam and Testes Self Exam) I was lucky enough because US high school is 10000000000000X more open than the one I went in MY. LOL they have free condoms in school, and very "open" literature novels. Feel free to google for example "I know Why the Caged Bird Sings" and "A Streetcar Named Desire" - simply read the synopsis and you will know how "open" they are. that's just 2 of the novels I had read. Back to the clip thing, Mr. Levine was showing us a real clip to teach us how to have our own breast and testes self exam at home - every month 10mins will do =.= haha. everyone was EWW-ing until the clip stopped. Guess what? I just saw some real breasts (i didn't feel anything because I have them too WAHAHA) and real testes (these i have no comments. never in my life i saw a real boy's parts except from the text books' LOL) imagine we still had to watch how they check the parts haha. The tests will save your life somehow one day so no joke. =] that's nasty though and I'm eating now, eww.... just one question : why when we're watching the girl's part, everyone was silent but when it showed the boy's part, the boys kept yelling close and stuffs WTF? boys, we have fair human rights OK? save your breath..... oh yeah and Mr. Levine mentioned about the test called amniocentesis which a needle kinda thing poke through a woman's belly button to take some amniotic fluid to test the baby's health or something. =.= this is not the point I wanna talk about, just that I realized humans only have a very thin skin in the belly button - shocked cause I always play with it!! wahahahha sorry I'm kinda crazy. Time to "talk" about my music appreciation class. This is the class that makes me a music lover with no music knowledge into a music hater with music knowledge. Of course, now, I know most of the medieval, renaissance, classical, jazz, and romantic songs' name+composer/performer and even know how to sing them with my damn mouth thanks to the "dearest" Dr. Rose who 24/7 giving out listening tests!!!!!!!!!! damn! I even happened to learn how to HOLD a cello, violin, viola, and double bass!! Also, I was "given" a chance to listen Dr. Rose showing off with his saxophone.. yeah, just today... AGAIN! please, you're suppose to teach us something, not to have us listen to your damn out of tune saxophone!!!!! sorry to say, your so-called improvisation on the jazz piece was like ruining Benny Goodman 's masterpiece. =.= Good god! Besides showing your freaking attitude to me everyday, pointing at me all the time, bias towards ME what else? oh yeah, giving me a nonsense so-called requirement-to-pass-the-class-assignment right? please, you want me to pay $5 for a ticket, go to school at 7pm and watch your freaking damn concert? oh god... save him!!! that's what he called a MUST assignment to pass his class this term. P/S I HAVE NO LIFE
*sigh* i just crapped too much. time to blast and wash my bras. whoops too much privacy, sorry =.= again, I'm crazy.

a day at ah bo's house

2009-05-31T14:42:00.002-07:00

yesterday i went to brendon's house which is ah bo as i said. LOL that's his nick we gave him but surely his family doesn't know that. let's just keep it as a secret that will create unwanted bad feelings. =] it was his birthday party! but the real day is tomorrow. four of us, i mean my mom, my 2 brothers and me reached his house at 10am to help before the guests arrived later at 12pm. i help to peel some fruits and prepare skewers for the barbecue. i had took many photos of the food we had. =] enjoy~

that when i was preparing the fruit salad and ham skewers

the chips we had =]

chicken wings yum yum

beef skewers

a closer view to SMELL them

30% of the drinks are here. with cherry coke ><

crackers with lobster and crab spread and doritos

more skewers, hamburgers, sausages, ribs, and clams

one lobster for one person and yeah that's just for me wahaha

Carvel ice cream cake with no sponge cake and pure ice cream! nice

the food just can't fit in their fridge and i take away some home! LOL [sushi, scallop with bacon skewers, spring rolls and my beloved Starbucks frappucino mocha]

lol i know you have suffered enough. alright no more food! balloons~

the tent built by wayne and ryan to enjoy our food

another view of the backyard

i know you must have asked what is this. of course you know it's Spiderman. It's a Spiderman pinata. pinata is a box filled with all sorts of candies and toys that is waited to be hit by a bat or stick during parties. originally it's a mexian tradition so they pronounce it as pinyata kinda. children will line up and hit it. when it breaks they will rush to get the candies on the ground. of course, the more the better. just for fun. they had a Spongebob one last year =] i didn't took the picture of the Spiderman after it was hit. too graphic LOL poor Spiderman

bday boy brendon aka ah bo ready to hit the pinata

cake time woohoo

idk about the others but their family used to have all children line up to blow the cake one by one. LOL so the candles went on and off and on and off again. =.= of course i never!!!! you know.... kids right?

everyone is trying to fight for a chance to blow the candle OMG

finally the party almost end and everyone gathered in the living room to watch back the video recorded that day, enjoying mango, pina colada, and strawberry smoothies together

this Christie is the cutest kid ever! *kisses*

i guess these photos tell all i wanna say. so i gotta hurry to do my homework and get ready for school tomorrow.

peace ><

2009-05-29T21:57:00.000-07:00

lol forgot to mention about the results of the American Idol. luckily i happened to watch the finale night on time and glued my eyes for 2hours in front of the TV including all those time-wasting advertisements. the finale was so awesome and i was surprised when Kara the judge went up to sing with the bikini girl and SUDDENLY! opened her dress like The Hulk style showing her black sexy bikini to everyone. LOL all the shows and performances were so great but the results were not so what i expected. maybe i never really took Kris as 'my own' expected top 3. it's alright though, Kris rocks too. aww Adam don't be sad alright.... =]
okay now straight to A point. my dearest feiiiii had finally updated her blog~~ WOOTS!! congratulations feiiii you kept your promise~ =] someone seems happier than me when you did update it. =.= but at the same time, i think someone feels disturbed too...????? actually i don't know and don't wanna know, i mean don't wanna say anything about it but whatever feiiiii i'm at your side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! forever!! =] hahaaa... no matters what~ but here i'm not going to talk much about it cause it's none of my business. just feiii knows right my feiiiiiii? *winkwink*
conclusion : in my humble opinion, feiiii is just keeping her promise to update her blog. 2) feiiiii is just expressing her own feelings in her blog 3) feiiiiii is trying to let it go whatever and release in a way of blogging... i guess =.= so, whatever just don't try anything serious anyways....por favor *peace*~~~~~~~~ no issues~~ keep blogs safe from children~~~~ no choking hazards~~~~~~~ play soft~~~~~~~ we need blogs to keep in touch right. not to be like bombing here and there. you can also express your feelings but not so.....ummm.. you know right? eh how to make peace signs here? argh never mind.......PEACE! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 everyone!!!! again peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hope blogs can keep all of us updated with each other disregard of the distance and time. =]

i am 'immuned' to needles now! yay

2009-05-29T21:09:00.001-07:00

mayday mayday.. so, i just received a call from my doctor yesterday. umm actually it's my mom who received the call =.= and she told my mom that my blood test and MINOR body check-up's results were out. okay what do you expect the results from a DAMN-FIT-teenage girl? ROFL!!! of course i don't have high cholesterol, blood pressure, diabetes, high glucose, bla bla and most importantly, i don't have the minor thalassemia...(one of the reason why i got checked, it's because my mom had this and it's a genetic disease which we suspected i had it) but..BUT! doctor told amie that i MIGHT have this...this disease. the ANA (antinuclear antibody test) shows that i MIGHT have rheumatoid thing. not to worry, just a minor or beginning one IF i really have it but will be a problem if it get worse. might have some inflammations at the joints, severe pains, crooked fingers and backbones, and joints dysfunction. =.= well, hope everything is alright. the night is still young! i mean.. i'm still young right..
Anyways, today she scheduled me to visit her again and have another blood test (just the emphasize my phobia of needles, I THOUGHT I WAS DEAD A FEW HOURS AGO!!) also, wanna emphasize that i seriously had those stupid veins hiding all underneath my damn skin and fat that make it hard for ANYONE to find it!!! so actually i ain't afraid of needles but the thought of 'what-if-they-can't-find-my-vein' was so overwhelming every time it was a few minutes before 'they' poke me with the needles. argh that was definitely killing me. one more thing, i only realize how much US is concern about the people's health when they found out that i was lack of SOME antibodies which are supposed to be in my body NOW! polio, measles, chickenpox, PCV, TB test, blabla OMG all i had it shot through my skin after i came to NY. some i got them right after i came, some were just two weeks when i had my women HPV shot(human papillomavirus which is a STD/sexually transmitted disease) ok stop here a second! i found this quite weird to me as it is a shot which is to prevent me from getting the SEXUALLY transmitted disease ok i repeat! it's for the SEXUALLY transmitted disease. =.= got me? but...i think i'm not sexually active AT ALL ATM i would say, i guess~~~ but that's just for in case right? LOL no issues no issues............ that really hurt and itched my right arm so much and today! they said that i don't have any record for the hepatitis B shots and they gave one to me again. i was like wtf!!!!!!!!! but luckily it didn't hurt so bad as the HPV did. T__T HELP~~~~~ another 2 more holes in my arms and conclusion : i am immuned to needles now~ and i still HAVE to schedule for another doctor appointment next month for my next shots again. OH GOD~ *smack forehead* << actually needa whack my head......hard one

Estoy enfermo =[

2009-05-15T18:57:00.000-07:00

Lol got back from doctor 2hours ago where was in a bad bad condition caused by my flu virus.. I was having a continuous headache and joint pain at my knee in town!! I was so pissed when the doctor asked me to see her again next sunday... Duh!!! Wtf... And I need to have a stupid blood test which in my last last blog stated that I hate so much! Well I hope she can find my veins that day...... =.= need to have a body check too... Sigh! She asked me not to eat before the test, made me wonder how loud my spoiled stomach will growl in her clinic. After everything, she told me the real point I went there, I didn't have the swine flu virus, just a common flu. seriously I have a doctor phobia and I usually rather drink those black and bitter thing my mom gave me than going to the doctors. LOL if it was not the swine flu, I swear I won't wait for hours there with all the sick people waiting for just a short and simple check up. I know, I'm a hater!! And i saw the doctor type the 2drugs she gave me- A CHILDREN tylenol(something like malaysia's panadol and sudafed. OKAY NOW!! this is the main reason WHY i hate going to the doctors! first, there are like thousands of sick people there waiting with those miserable faces that when you see them you will feel like you're sick too =.= and what if one of them have swine flu? wtf? lol second, NY's hospitals or clinics are usually crowded 24/7!!! and the doctors will have the fastest check up for you ever. third, which i always expect, doctors will give me those PARTICULAR (antibiotics/cough syrup/tylenol)
My suffering continued when my parents and I went to a korean restaurant AGAIN and had our dinner. With my head spinning and aching i still have to shop for my great brother's new shoes =.= and took a bus home before i can really rest. By the time i came home, my condition got worse and i ended half sleeping for over 24hours in my bed. then i start wondering if i really got the swine flu because all my symptoms match except for vomiting and diarrhea.
_________DAY 6 of virus__________
lol i had got much better and just left some friggin phlegm somewhere inside the throat that makes it damn itchy. another problem rises!!! asthma-results from coughing too much.... =.= i had been absent to school on Monday and went yesterday for test. Today im off again because i have some coughing going on and they thought i had swine flu after i said i was sick on Monday. you know, the swine flu paranoia~ my pregnant teacher even refuse to touch my stuffs, i mean like my absent note and homework. =.= i heard some people said that 2students in my school got the swine but the school is not closing though... bad news... just say goodbye to my dad who is flying back to Malaysia today. Hope he doesn't got long health screenings at the HK and MY's airports. too much with the swine issue.. HOW COULD I MISSED LAST NIGHT'S AMERICAN IDOL FINALE PERFORMANCES!! luckily i just watched it online but feels different though. today's finale result gotta be 2hours long. MUST WATCH! =]

annoyed about the sucking swine flu

2009-05-15T11:25:00.000-07:00

*sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
guess what? i'm so damn sick today where i had a continuous headache this whole day and also sore throat. OMGOSH!!! just when i told my mom about this in the bus after school, she IMMEDIATELY call the doctor and made an appointment for me.. i was like WTF!!!!! i don't wanna go out with a headache like this and i don't feel to!! i told her about the possum thing but she don't really care. LOL a possum and her babies were saw running around outside my school. When i left the building i saw some police and animal control cars parked right outside and the walkway was surrounded by the banner thing wrote ''caution police blabla'' lol also i smelled some EWWWw odor like those of the zoo's when i was there. that doesn't really matter though cause i'm back. i think the possum won't follow me back home right.... =.= now i'm annoyed by the doctor's appointment which i had to go now!!! so bye.... hope i didn't get any S flu... grrrr

sugar spice and everything nice.. actually missed

2009-05-15T11:10:00.000-07:00

Mother's Day had passed... what did you get for your MOM? for me, *sigh* nothing except an e-card. LOL i'm not that bad though!! i planned to buy a tulip plant for her but the shop was out of stock!! never mind, my mom just told me she's gonna give away everything in my house since we're moving soon. what a relief WAHAHA~ bad bad daughter... =.= just save for the new place..surely i'll get one!! remind me!
Oh yeah before i forget, actually forgot to wish her too, just a belated one, Happy Birthday Yikuan~ always happy! =] hope you had a wonderful day....
Also, american idol had finally come to the end. Left Adam and Kris now, who do you think? argh what's the rush yo, just wait for the longing show next week!! Bye Allison and Danny..... you're great too, great job!
so..... anything i missed here? i think alot right.. but i can't recall... lol
Oh i did celebrated mother's day with my mom at a Korean Barbeque restaurant which is quite famous here. it was a so nice dinner with all the big clams and oyster thingy idk what they call. Everything is seafood and the yummy korean chili sauces! my mouth waters when i'm thinking of it now...LOL though i don't eat anything spicy but the sauce keeps me dipping it. in the end, i was red all over and my mouth was burning, but i enjoyed it!!! later i'll try to upload some pictures of the food i had here. i'll try, but never promise haha. too lazy since my phone is charging.

the last month to suffer!

2009-05-06T11:22:00.000-07:00

this might be my few or last post by now until i finish all my TESTS. though now it's May, but i can feel the pressure coming day by day as all my tests are round the corner. My SAT is on the 2nd of June which is my first SAT ever so i need to practice a lot before that not to waste the $45. We have to pay for the SAT tests here... LOL my 2nd marking period report card was out yesterday and i was quite upset about it. i barely get the 90% average this time, only 89.75% overall. my music had dropped from 94 to 85!!! i hate that DR. ROSE so much! i only late for a couple of days and he give me an 85. i was like WTF. today i cut his freaking class, which makes my mood better not to see him for the first second of my school day. i have him every first period and i hate that class so much. yesterday he got on his nerves to "perform" a jazz piece with his saxophone which i had recorded it with my new phone. it doesn't sounds good at all, like he was playing it randomly pressing the keys. =.= you suck! dr. rose! please don't be prejudiced!! whatever... summer holiday is coming so soon after all the tests so after i had gone through everything i am free!! just for a few months.. =.= better than nothing. but i heard that all schools in Texas were closed since the only swine flu patient had died there. lol more serious than New York, which is blacklisted. the students there are so lucky!! how i wish i can have my summer holiday earlier one month.. omgosh... alright i gotta study for my coming ELA regent, living environment regent, math B regent and my SAT now, BEFORE that, HOMEWORK!! T_____________T ...until then

Scorching HOT + HOT topics

2009-04-28T11:32:00.000-07:00

howdy~ just finish cooling myself from the hot weather!!last day to enjoy malay's weather..tomorrow will be cold again. kinda colder than genting. i just can't remember when did i ever feel the sun sizzling my skin before. today it had brought back the feeling of it just like the girls' brigade marching and band w/BB under the scorching sun!gosh....the classrooms are so hot and the girls as i had expected last night wear even more shorter and thinning clothes. this made Mr.Gong unbearably voiced out and made it clear that NO TANK TOPS, MINI SKIRTS, and any other EXPOSING OUTFITS allowed in his math class. LOL his point is that those fashions are very "horrible" and boys just can't concentrate in his class.(i think he can't concentrate to teach more =.=) did i wear like that? HELL NO! yo, did you just know me? ..... but you know, months of eating food cooked by my all-in-one chef mom had added tonnes of fats to my once 59kg body. T___T now its like 63....i was like wtf when i scaled myself at Carissa's house last Sunday. these hot weathers had made me searching for my summer/Malay clothes but i think most of them got tighter and shorter..=.= omg!! well forget it..let's talk about the latest hot topics here. they are like mentioned everywhere you go, just can't stop hearing, the SWINE FLU and a less popularity one, the American Idol. oh yes yes yes!!i watched it! every tuesday(performance) and wednesday(results) which means tonight i am sticking my eyes to the pantalla(spanish: screen) ROFL! oh yeah the Swine Flu had provoked panic among the students and San Francis Prep School had been closed since they found some students were infected. Apparently, there was an increase of 60++ ppl reported infected in the U.S. and more in Mexico. There was no death in the U.S. yet, but thousands in Mexico. Even those who are traveling from the U.S. and Mexico need to have a body check-up before entering another country. (i guess my dad gonna have it if the virus doesn't subside yet) For Ryan's middle school, the teachers will send students who are suspected back home if they show any signs of sneezing or coughing. (that's Ryan's plan: pretend to sneeze and get sent back and hurray no school!) I think its because of the Spring season where most people have the allergy to flower pollens so some of my classmates keep sneezing in the class, which caused some students away from them. LOL For me, the flu had not done any fear to me yet =.= i think because i haven't see the results cause by this fatal flu YET. no, seriously don't infect me please!! last week, when the flu just started, the topic hadn't been as hot as today but Ryan had a flu that day and keep sneezing in the house. Wayne just got scared by his mistress, chaiyeewan.(RaM told her by the way, i don't aspect she knows everything!!!*PUKE*) He kept staying away from Ryan and shout at him asking him to cover his mouth. LMAO!!! Back to the American Idol, i had been watching this show since the top 15 and noticed 2 talented lady and gentleman there, Adam Lambert and Allison Iraheta. Sorry i don't mean that the other contestants are not talented, they do but didn't catch my intention to pay attention to them. (just my own opinion) Heard of Adam being a gay? yeah me too...but i am not sure, still googling for it. Aunty Christine is a big American Idol fans! She was over excited when my mom told her i watched it too. LOL She likes Adam too and was melted by his Mad World performance she said. =.= She even tried to wake me up to ask me ''who do you think is the winner'' when i was sleeping in her car that night. gosh~~~~~ alright all grandma stories gotta stop now! going to the town soon. until the next one~ ciao!

Spring is in the AIR!

2009-04-27T11:05:00.000-07:00

LOL im back~ (again...=.= idk how many times i have to say this..but its like 5hundred times already) idk how many people are reading this but as i know its like just 2 or 3 because i had written this without the knowledge of most.....people or..? But i know that most of my friends had some went working and others somewhere else so its really hard to keep in touch with each other since then. The only thing each other can keep updated with another is just thru this...i think...Never mind though now i just write something about my life here when i am free. =] not to mention i had skipped so many days writing here and winter had already passed, the one and only freezing and frequently snowing winter over the pass years of NY they said. the first day of spring it snowed too but just for a while, melted after a while. Then, flowers starts blooming, grass starts to grow, and the bald trees start to turn greener and greener each day. Seriously, i had experienced all the 4seasons here in NY and i love spring, now the MOST. Seeing the flowers i can't plant in Malay like tulips, cherry-blossom a.k.a. sakura and other colorful ones which idk their names bloom and grow gives much satisfaction to me as i walk back from the tiring school day. At least!! i rather look at those flowers more than the abcd..or 123... at school..gosh..... AND spring gives me an impression of the days to let go ''my burden of 3-4 layered clothing.'' ROFL...i think most probably the girls are suffering as they can't wear anything 'open to all' so these few days had became their GOLDEN chances to wear as short/expose/sexy/hot as possible!!so guys, what are you doing at home?go and have a free view~~ weirdly, my first year in NY is like the odd year to anyone here. we had the freezing winter record, heavy snow storm that closed most NY city public high school, and warmest spring record for the pass years. Its just like the start of spring, kinda, and its been 3days the weather feels like i am in genting highland, malay now including today. (78-92F) In the morning, its like 60s, colder than genting and at the afternoon its like 70s and 80s and back to 60s at night. Yesterday was too awesome as amie's 20+ years friends in Long Island, NY brought all 5 of us(my family) to her house there. Took about 45mins driving to get there, far huh? Before that, we followed her to fetch her daughter and friends together at St. John U. Cassandra(her daughter) sat with me and her korean friend Jane and san francisco friend Kelly. They are all cute and nice girls, all 1year older than me. Cassie's sister, Carissa is the same age as me and she was too excited to know someone having the same birth month as she does.(seemed that she had been searching for someone's birthday in Sept for a long time i guess =.=)she too cute and funny!! interested in fashion design with her house basement turning into her workshop. Embarrassed to know that the sisters are ABC(american born chinese) but they learned chinese more than i do. OMGOSH! they understand most cantonese and even watch HK dramas but they can't speak chinese well, just a little bit cantonese as their mom is a malaysian. So funny when i saw Cassie's room decorated with HK actors and actresses posters e.g. Raymond Lam, Myolie Wu, Roger Kwok and Eason Chan. She even made a ''FUNG'' light deco in chinese character as Raymond Lam's name...big fan huh..i was like what the.............LOL we had a yummy korean barbeque(bulgogi & galbi) in the backyard just like the buffet one(full until i almost threw out) i had in Singapore last year. Then, aunty Christine gave me some most longed popcorn (sweet ones) i had in malay. all popcorns here are salty *ewww* and not very tasty but the people like it here. I think because they never tried the sweet ones before..LOL we went the to Port Jefferson where her husband's shop is and saw many yatchs, ships, and ferries there a lil bigger than Penang. OHH how i miss Penang!!!!!! Maybe the sun had been hiding for too long since fall, i could feel the burning yesterday in it. After everything, all of us(10ppl) in aunty Christine's just-fit car squeezed back to NY city and had our malaysian cuisine in a quarter of quarter malaysian restaurant. LOL imagine a quarter of a quarter of a shop. nah not too complicated, its exactly 1/5 a normal is probably because of the high renting cost of NY's places. For me, that's just like a normal dinner i used to had, not in malay, but here because i am blessed with an ''all-in-one super chef'' AMIE!! haha this is not exaggerating but i am telling my proud truth. Since we are here last June, i had eaten most of my malay favourite dishes here e.g. laksa, tomyam, penang prawn noodles, stir-fried beef noodles, hainanese chicken rice, seafood ramen and many many more. i made a quote for her "YOU NAME IT, I MAKE IT" =] so...food is not a problem to us here. As May is coming up next, June is the big month to all students here. The last month of school year and also the month where all the final exams, regents, and also SAT fall on. Having not 'recovered' from the past spring break, i think most of the students including me as well are READY FOR THE SUMMER!holiday i mean..LMAO! and after all the tests, i had to say adios to everyone here, as i am.........to be continued

congratulations! felicitaciones! omedetou! badhai ho! chuka hae!

2009-03-21T14:58:00.000-07:00

''School's out, Memories past, Don't ever doubt, Our friendship will last.''

Just want to congratulate to all my friends in Malaysia for graduating and getting tremendous results for their SPM 2008. Bravo guys!! I can't celebrate or whatever with you guys, so just a small wish...Even i don't find you recently since i had moved but i still remember you all there! Just that i am busy with my homework and stuffs, SORRY. But i'll always online my msn account so just find me there. Since your time is like 24hours different i know its hard to see me online in your day time and with my 'pig sleeping behavior' i think you too might hardly see me online at your night time RAWRS!!! Alright i'll try my best of the best to wake up on weekends and holidays but make sure you are there and not like CYT!!! and ROSE!!! who online ONCE IN A BLUE MOON!!! =.=

alright good job for those who get great results and hope you enroll to a great college or University OR BETTER come over to US and join my college here waHAHA!!! Those who are not very happy with their results please don't give up~ Work harder~ Even i'm not happy with my 11TIDAK HADIR =.= no i must say i hate my 11TH
WORK HARD from now and hope i'll see you guys again soon...................or next year possibly? TAKE CARE!

recommendations

2009-03-20T12:45:00.000-07:00

lol nothing special...just wanna share 2 movies i watched in my health class. Trust me they are worth to watch =]
+Supersize Me (watch also the Smoking Fry extra part)
-kinda like reality shows
-a movie about health
-shows how nasty's McDonald and other fast food
-life time knowledge about your own health

+Patch Adams
-teaches you about life and wellness
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return of ME - didn't expect this is how things will go

2009-03-20T11:06:00.000-07:00

fuuuuuu~fuuuu~~~ whoa!my blog got so dusty and spider-webbed after so long. LOL can say that i'm lazy kind of..but since this very term started i seemed like very busy and stressed. Had been bothering by many things lately, worrying about my future. Actually my busy is not to study, i don't even have the time to study. Tonnes of homework waiting for me to do everyday. Wake up at 6.30am every morning rush to school at 7am and come back at around 1.40pm. 6hours without eating anything might be a BIG problem to me who has gastritis. After i had done all my things including homework i realize it's 11pm or 12pm sometimes. And the next day, same thing happens, and happens again the following days. Worrying my future would mean i am not sure about my college and stuffs things as now i am in grade 11, the year to plan and decide everything about colleges. I am still new to the stuffs here and this is what bothering me, confusing me and also annoying me! Besides all these, i am also worried about my next place to stay. Before, i kept saying to myself that i am going to stay in New York for the rest of my high school years until i graduated and go somewhere for college or University. In fact, my parents had told me long ago that we're suppose to move soon as they don't like it here, too crowded, too polluted, too expensive, and too stressed. No time to rest at all! But i know all these do i, city life man....and i'm not 3years old!i know what is going on and most of all i love this place very much!!! The school pleases me, the people pleases me, everything is good as hell. Why they wanna moved? Why? I realize i was denying the fact that i am leaving this place when one night my parents gathered all of us and told me face to face ''we're moving this summer'' Oh shit this really hurt me a lot! I feel as if my mind was going to crack soon after hearing this, an undeniable truth! All the time i was telling myself i would stay, i would stay a thousand times were ALL LIES..i am a liar..then i hold myself so hard and walked quietly to my bed and as soon as i covered all myself in my blankie, i started to cry so badly for almost an hour and i am not boasting or hyperbole-ing. Amie came in after a while asking me if i am ok but i didn't make a sound. Not even sniffing or sobbing. I pretended to fall asleep but she found out that i was not. She didn't force me to 'wake up' or whatever. She sit down besides me and told me in tears why we wanna leave for the new place. Yes i knew it, i knew it...sorry...finally i started to accept it and now i am looking forward to move there for a better life, or maybe studies. Everything my parents do is for my own good. So i just follow whatever they wish, i finally learn to think like that after crying for an hour. What a dummy am i! Well, forgot to write that the new place i am looking forward to is Texas, a very huge state in the US, also has 5 of the fattest cities in US in it. Hope i won't be the fat one though...HAHA Amie told me many wonderful things in TX and also the stupidity of her foster brother, Uncle Freddie who is living there too. Back to present, i am doing very good in my studies. All my courses seem no problems to me except for some fussy teachers and my social studies class. I barely pass that history class this marking period!!! Oh yeah, i am so happy that i was asked to join the Arista National Honor Society which only welcome 90% average above members in. Also to be proud is that many people here wished to join it but they can't even they got a 90% or higher. Weirdly, me who just came here not long can join it. Haha! God bless!! This society will give me my better advantages to enroll in a better college or university next time. However, once you be the member you must maintain your grade average 90% and above if not will be kicked out! This is what i am worrying about, my social studies class.....SIGH i am dead ass if i am kicked out cause the joining fees is $50 for one time ever. But if remain in it would be worth. If my History grade this time is lower than 77 i would probably die. LOL Mr. Lin my life is in your hand....OMGGGG alright this becomes a long ass post if i don't stop. Even i stop its also long enough =.=

time flies~

2009-02-03T12:38:00.000-08:00

whoa..snowing today..so tired!!i can't fall asleep last night..blinking my eyes the whole damn night!!!ARGH!!!!school starts again..2nd term first day =[ my program changed!!i gotta go to school at 7.30am!!nono!its 7am!30mins to take bus =.= omgosh.. help me~~ even 8.20am the last term i kept on going late almost everyday..how can i SURVIVE this term???oh man....just got my report card yesterday!shocked....not by my grades.. its my gym class, i mean weight training..as i said i had been cutting for almost 1month and a half and having unprepared almost every single day...MR.D gimme a 85%!!! i was like WTF? LOL i already knew i would fail...i said either i fail or MR.D is crazy..this prove Decicco is crazy though =.= gosh...hmm not so satisfied with my average..92% only =[ i should work harder this term..!!!
the wind's blowing so hard with snow flakes!!luckily i brought my umbrella to help me stand the weather a while..not long before it's blew up by the wind...=.= weird though.....using an umbrella in the snow LOL but i saw some people use it too haha...so fast my Math A regents grade is out..got a 96%!boo hoo~ i wonder what's wrong with the 4% huh...today, the first day of the term..im late =] and it's my first music class..7.30am!when i enter the class i thought i was in the wrong class =.= OMG!im half sleeping still...not used to go to school so early..my program card printed the music teacher's name ROSE and room # is 172..before this i always thought ROSE is a woman =.= but this morning in a sleep-walking way i realize my music teacher is a man..LOL Dr. Rose. also the class did wake me up by the number of students there other than knowing the teacher's a man.. guess what???only 2people in there and includes me its 3!!*yay* three students~~ =.= my 2nd period changed to health class..no more weight training *HI-FI* i heard the teacher, Mr Levine is a good guy so no question about it =] hope its a good class going school at the 1st period and leaving at the 8th...but 8th is my lunch so i can go back at 7th...today i was damn hungry so i stayed for the lunch cause its free rather than going home eating 'cup noodles'(high in sodium as my mom said LOL) again....took bus with my math teacher, Mr Gong(he's a funny guy, like a big kid) wearing kids disposable rain coat WAKAKA...he's real funny..again the bus is so so so so so crowded!!!that i miss my 162nd ST stop again...can't get out of the damn bus..=.= at last got off at an indian temple not knowing what Street it is...followed the signs and walked a while until my body started to shake =.= SO COLD~~ took the bus back again not more than 2mins and got off OHMY!the bus driver must thought im crazy or something..hmm also a good news my bathroom is finally OK after repeatly fixing for 2months + =] okokokokok time for homeworks T__T

Happy Chinese New Year =]

2009-01-31T22:50:00.000-08:00

yo buddies...have a wonderful Chinese New Year there!!?
ox year huh?nice...my dad's sign..LOL but he always argue with me he's a tiger!! argh!!kinda crazy right?cause he's bday is on the 1st January..=.= don't even know what his own sign...gosh..anyways!you're definitely an OX ba bie!!cause i said so LOL *GONG XI FA CAI* sobsob..no red packets for me this year =.= gotta go to school somemore..haha...US!!!!!but my school's nice..too populated as i said..so the state tests week they gotta close for a whole week for those who take the tests..(me~~) by the way im only going on the thursday..haha..math A regents =.= easy as ABC not too proud..hope i get good grade =] god bless~~ hmmpf!just had a whole week rest staying up late like now and waking up NOON!T__T well tonight is the last night...bye my husband~(my smell-good-bed)haha did you all enjoy your CNY?hope yeah...but for me..its tooooooooo ordinary..not even a new year feel..what do you expect in US? angpaos? gamblings with relatives and friends? harddrinks? mandarins? cookies? 'yeesang'? firecrackers? NOPE!all you got is .....*tadaaaa* SCHOOL~and homeworks + tests =] nice? *HI-FI* haha anyways....after tml...gotta be back to school again..but the 2nd term!wonder who'll be my new classmates..hope some didn't change sigh...definitely!!!!!!!!!NO MORE GYM~~~~~~~~~*hurray~* ole~ole~ole~ole~ wakaka
gonna be out of my mind when i think of it =] alright gotta go to bed before im kicked to................LOL Happy CNY *cheers* (yum shing)
~Sae-Rin

my 'little' confession

2009-01-20T12:47:00.000-08:00

dear lord, whoever you are, please forgive all that i had done.....its..its...really late to realize what i had done can't be rewind back like a CD or DVD player T__T isn't it too late? that i just realize it after i came here, to US.people always say you'll only appreciate someone or something after they are gone. it's too late to mend the problems....yeah i guess it's true for me =.= sorry grampa, ahgong!! for what I've done..i always knew i treated you coldly and never respect you at all.i always thought that you are very annoying, having nothing to say besides calling out all my 'boy' friends names and asking me how they are. i know you are lonely, sitting at the corner alone everyday, waiting for us to chat with you. i know you don't know what else to say to me other than simply asking questions to start a convo.. i know...i know that....sorry..i know you always want me to be happy and always fulfilled whatever i asked. in return, i treat you as a 'bank' or 'waterfish' to buy things that babie and amie won't buy for me. i thought that i must respect you because i have received favors and gifts from you and that's why i always rejected your gifts and money just so i don't have to respect you. i was wrong i was so wrong i should shoot myself!!! how can i thought it that way!!! forgive my stupidity and disrespectful deeds.. im terribly sorry. as a granddaughter i should respect you regardless of anything!! what the hell was i doing before!! i had always hated you for not respecting my gramma and saying bad things about her but i know that's because you're jealous of how i treat her better than you... i know....even when you miss us and tried to call us here, i spoke rudely to you. sorry...i know i should have been hanged... i'm now so far away from you.. i can't visit you even you're sick.. i'm sorry... i'll try to call you more often. please take care your health, no more worries cause we're doing well here. sorry

-disrespectful child-

revealing =]

2009-01-16T14:08:00.000-08:00

my day to crap again...suddenly got on the nerves to crap! i wrote about those studying habits(or lifestyles?) but actually that's not all..just what i saw or thought of....you can say that's not true..(no debates please =.=)no questions about it but that's just my personal opinions =]
talk about the people here hmm..to be specific is students actually..erm what about it? yeah..before i came here i always heard people talked about how free and relax studying in the U.S. is but you should not say that not until you personally experienced it....you know, some kinda people listens from the others something they don't even bother to ask the question ''It is true?'' and just plant in their mind what they heard about =.= this is what GOSSIPS start from!!which i hate so much..happening in my hometown..ok stop!i don't wanna mention 'that' every time in my blogs..=.= should act like ''So, what!!!?'' or using their language ''Talk LAH Talk LAH'' LOL back to topic...i think if i really wanna enjoy the kinda 'relax' they talked about, i just prepared to be a garbage collector or something like that. you can! but you'll screwed up your future...=.= the education system in NY is what i think golden chance for people here. How i wish i had born here!! if you really work hard..you can take AP(advance program) or HONOR courses and boost your studies to the highest ever and graduate faster than those older than you..like my every class has different ages and grades students in there..some 9 some 10 some 11 even 12! those 12 really need to work harder cause 9graders' learning the same thing with them..=.= but here they never really care about your age or grade..if you tell them you are 20 years old and still studying high school they go like 'uh huh' there's nothing wrong with it..BUT compare with my old ACS???.......just once...just once...tell them you are friggin' 20!!! ''someBODY'' will auto-spread the news maybe faster than HIV virus attacking your cells =.= am i hyperbole-ing?HELL NO!!
sadly, the people here never seems to bother about this chance and only some make it up after being pushed by their strict parents...also..after about almost 4months in my HS, i found out either the students or their parents are very 'pampered' by the loose laws of the school.(or their practice from long ago?idk)just a little raining will stop them from going to school. LOL how would school be if this happen in Malay? it almost rains everyday there for some seasons=.= Rain or snow is the same thing..when it snows the parents will keep their children at home even their 12graders!parents just need to write an absence note to the teacher and it's okay..absence is not a big deal here....some kids just cut the class for a whole month =] ah ah!not a tiny little worry about their grades =.= *I SALUTE THEE* moreover, tests are not EVERYTHING!like in Malay..failing your test?=go to hell LOL here they made up the grading policy : 40% from tests(i think there's a huge uproar if happens in ACS=.=); 20% from quizzes grades; 20% from homework; and 20% from your classwork and class participation(must rise up your hand and answer or ask questions)
personally i thought this policy is far more better than only tests decide your grades..MOST IMPORTANTLY!they never like to let the whole school to know your grades beside the teacher and you AND no comparing w/one another like in Malay which shows up your grades to PUBLIC(even if not they will spread it, no worries=.=) and put you in a freaking list!!!!who's top 1?who's the top 10s?and who's the LAST?F*** there's no such thing here..=] MEANS NO STRESS OR FEELING BAD~~~ but i think that's what make the students here not eager to study much...alrighty then my crapping is too flooding! time to stop, annyongkaseyo~ RMB!next time on the SYLVIA CHANNEL everyday from 4pm to 9pm =.= just crapping, don't mind?

anecdotes...blah blah =.=

2009-01-16T12:59:00.000-08:00

lol too lazy to blog =.= and my brothers keep bugging me like every moment..can't even touch the laptop or pc Oh Snap!let's see what's up-
=kept cutting gym for a whole month (99.9% failing for the 3rd marking period gym)
=had a whole week of FINALS (*argh* i hate the word..final..=.= made my head spins..marking period is over soon so...TESTs!! =.=)
=had a fun day on Wednesday =] actually i cut my last period aka sleeping period (media studies..BORING!)and when to hang out with JiEun..not hang out actually..no i mean we need to prepare for the History final today. at first we planned to go to the school library but that's my period and its not over yet. means: i'll be kicked out (need to swipe my id card at the entrance but 100% will show RED..means cutting =.=) so...yeah we went to McDonalds..saw her mom waiting for her outside the school holding her jacket LOL (what a caring OMONI!!!) the weather was real cold and IMO (means aunty in korean) walked such a long way and wait her daughter outside....yeyeye and she thought im a korean too and kept on speaking korean with me =.= gosh..how i wish i could reply her..i just O..O..O..its like yes in korean ~.~
we walked to McDonalds and she wanna change place (she's timid & don't like crowded places) so i bring her to the Little Neck library by bus..=] honestly we never even start the 'study' thingy but just chitchatting until it got dark 5pm something and went home ~<3 koreans
=just thought of a new aim for 2009 that's to learn KOREAN =] i really enjoy being with my korean friends (LOVE THEM MUCH!!) rather than chinese or whatever..i mean in Cardozo =.= would like to spend my summer holiday this year to take korean language classes but i need to work for the fees =.=
=got closer with MeiLing (chinese friend) she's in my sleeping period class so we walked and took bus together after school..and i left Britney (aww..i feel bad) ML speaks cantonese with me but actually she knows mandarin better..she always tell me her cantonese sucks (yeah i know haha) she's here for 8 years O.O!!!
=Friday again!!this weekend should be longer but not really...time here BOLTS like lighting..=.= not flies..sometimes i can't believe im here for more than half a year anyways im off for Monday (Martin Luther King day)

after snow storm..weather made me sad

2009-01-11T16:19:00.000-08:00

yesterday had been snowing heavily and its freezing...wind feels like slashing the face and ears!but it stops in the midnight....and start frozen up into ice which makes the ground so wet and slippery as hell =.=
reminds me of Kampar..always rains and wet and makes me think of it so dearly..aww idk why but memories keep flashing in my mind..my friends who always joked with me, fooled around, said or done something funny, and the words they used to talk LOL like when im in my english class that day i thought of Yikuan tickling and teasing me =.= and keep thinking someone who sits beside me will suddenly zoom over and kiss my face just like Rose haha what a mind Siwing!!!all hallucinations of my stupid mind =.= haunting me every moment when it snows.....not haunting actually..they are my friends right!=] its the golden memories in Malay............chatting with Wongjoe last night made me thought back our funny and quarreling memories..what a laugh i had..
today im thinking about them again and i realize i keep using the kinda words they used to talk to me =.= of course its in cantonese LOL like i still use 'dog' & 'deng' to scold my brothers...haha but my parents don't like that and i can't control my speech..T___T help me...S.O.S.
tonight when im having dinner with my family, suddenly i used their(my friends') words again...i can't believe i just burped out the sentences ''omg i wanna eat that piece of chicken but don't know which FANSHU(means sweet potatoes) ate that'' zzzzzz GOSH...that potato word is always heard from Jessie...darn..once my dad heard it he just started to yell at me..=.= sigh he said my mouth is just as bad as hell T__T
hmm..kinda sad now..thursday im planning to cut school =] not cut actually..my mom allowed cause the weather is going to be almost MINUS 14 celcius
im not that kinda people who 'risk' their lives to school to study..LOL are you?anywayjust see what happen first!

jason mraz the bomb!

2009-01-10T19:19:00.000-08:00

LOL just wanna share songs from Jason Mraz =]
he's so cute and really is a great musician!
try I'm Yours and Lucky -ft. Colbie Cailat(another great voice)
that's what i put there in this blog =X enjoy~

the 1.5meters salami sandwich i said that day =.=

10% of the food i mention =.=

PRESENTS~

its my dad's birthday 1st Jan =]

taking with uncle ben

singing birthday song =] im so fat already =.= those balloons behind are those kids used to carry around the school on their birthdays(normally 1 to 5balloons or more)

2OO9??naw...just that same!

2009-01-08T13:07:00.000-08:00

i'd skipped some weeks again~~ LOL
skipped the merry merry merry merry Christmas!!and a Happy New Year 2009
but actually idk if its really a 'happy new year'
recession's all over...economy is bad as hell...so many homeless people around..awww and i can't go back to Malay!!jobless people...not my parents of course!but i know jealousy occurs everywhere!!SOME hatred people's spreading news about my family having a hard time here, IN NEW YORK!darn..!come one..even after we took a far far flight sitting more than 24hours in the plane to US they still wanna gossip about my family??GOSH!must be a rebirth of the CROWS!but that's good though..i realize my family is like some kinda celebrity to them LOL and they're like those freaking paparazzi...proud to be a member of the CELEBRITY *cheers*
-had a 2weeks winter break..not actually 2weeks i think!only 1week and 3days off!spent the days by overturn my daily routine!woke up at 3PM every single day and slept around 4AM every night...and that's what made me late for this week to school. used to the schedule =.= but my friend's worse than me..she cut the first 3days of school because she can't wake up too LOL bad girl huh JiEun...........
-went to a Christmas party at my uncle's house..gathering with all the relatives here
-got some Xmas presents..ate like a cow..LOL imagine one day with 5FULL meals..let's see, they had sushiS, chocolateS, clam chouder, lobster spread with crackers, ONE WHOLE lobster for me with butter sauce, seafood tomato soup and garlic bread with cheese spread, wild rice with mushroom and chicken stuffs, fried dumplings, roast pork, A 1.5METERS long salami sandwich cut into pieces, mashed potato with turkey gravy, caesar salad with branch, macaroni and cheese with potato salad WOW looks like i only remember 30% of the food...and that makes my stomach growling now...stop stop gotta STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!OK talk about presents..got a cute pink pajamas from Ling Jie, a new HP printer and computer from Uncle Ben & family, a keyboard from all of them(but i bought one so they gotta return it, and now im thinking what i want =] and yeah they asked me if i want a WII *weee~~* a nintendo Wii~~~but im still thinking about it =.=)
-new year eve is not celebrated and just like normal to be BUT by wishing my dad HAPPY BIRTHDAY!oh yeah it's his birthday 1st January =]sorry no presents for you, babie T___T i heard they had a firework display in Manhattan but the weather's not so inviting..LOL freezing cold and it's snowing =.= nobody wanna get sick for just watching the fireworks far in the city right, do you?and actually we planned to go Flushing for a dim sum breakfast(OMG HOW A MISS DIM SUM..i just ate those microwave dim sum sometimes =.=)but it's like the coldest new year ever!!!around -9degree celcius..so we just stayed home eating microwave dim sum again =.= awww...but this time we have choo cheong fun also =] p.s. : not that nub CCY!!
-any new aims and wishes for this year??hmmm..i don't think so cause it's just the same old thing going to the same school doing the same stuffs EVERYDAY so..that made no changes..never thought of working harder because I AM!!and i'll die stressing up if i would wished that LOL and i never done any really bad stuffs so i don't need a change i guess =.= and the point is i can't afford to wish anything..just dreammmm like we haven't settled down in NY so my parents need sometime to fulfil my wishes so you can think of what i wish =.= i want a hair-do, an iPhone if possible if not just a phone would be pleased T__T, some new clothes cause CNY's coming =], an iPod maybe, and i want to go back Malay!but that's too way expensive!stop dreaming SiWing!

my happenings in the school since September made me realized the way kind of studying ways of the people in NY, maybe the whole US =.= the Asians of course would be the most hardworking people if you think it in a stereotype way but in my humble opinion as Mr.Choo says(LOL i won't forgot somebody that caught me up every morning for lateness and gave me a long 'JESUS' stories) , it's true..there's some exceptions though. like some kids who had been here long or borned(not only Asians here may behave badly like cutting classes, smoking, and stuffs like that(you can think about it) but many who just came or those like 2 or 3 years are very dilligent. maybe because their english is not as good or they need to catch up the studies here or for me it's like some kind of GOLDEN CHANCE for me to re-study all things i missed in Malay...(i did cut class in FORM4 almost everyday and i won't rmb it) for the black race...ohh most of them are like cutting classes and late everyday, playing around when the teacher's teaching, listening to mp3S and texting msgs, stuffs like that =.= but not to say all..some are really good =]
for those spanish is the same but they're better than them at least they come to class everyday early =.= but they just do the same thing...chatting, making noise, like having a party or some sort LOL also some of them are the good ones like my friend Britney(but she always skipped her homeworks =.=) alrighty i'll just stop talking about the races because i feel like im such a freaking racist zzzzzz
just talk about 3types of ways i found..
-1st one is those who work like a cow for their 99% average in report card and they made me sick!! ''all works no play make JACK a DULL boy'' wakaka
-2nd one is like doing what you suppose to...but not as good as the 1st ones and like when they done their like OK I'M GOOD~ they wont fail anyways cause they do what they're told so no worries!!
-3rd one is those....cut classes, cut school w/o absence notes, late to classes, never do any works or sometimes copy people's work and hand it in, never study at all just like having a resort at school =.=
what am i?oh my god honestly idk...im like the middle of the 1st one and the 2nd. cause i'm some kind of perfectionist but now really is..got me?LOL like if i really wanna do it i'll do it real good not just simply do it and hand in but sometimes i feel like not doing it and just skipped the work......haha complicated right? but yeah im like the 2nd that just make sure i do whatever was told..(sometimes not) and i'll like doing it for myself like the arm curl test in gym when you can do as much as you possible and some freaks really like showing off doing until hundreds or something but all they get is a GOOD and all those *applause & cheering* if you got around 30something you can get a GOOD already..but those freaks are sooo.....=.=
for me i'll do until like 20 and just stop there thinking ''oh~i'm good....=]''

the 3rd marking period or the last one is ending soon around 1Xth of Jan..so all the freaking tests are like rushing to me.=.= gotta study!
also the twentieth week is the regent week =.= STATE TESTS!!i got one MATH A regents so wish me luck =]

white christmas :D

2008-12-19T13:15:00.000-08:00

wooops! been lazy a while. =] yay! it's friday. snowing! *AHHHHH* let's talk about yesterday. yesterday was a boom! while i was sleeping in that boring media class, suddenly Mr. Martori i mean my principal announced that there MAY be a snowstorm tomorrow, means today & and asked us to check on our radio or tv news if the school's closing. everybody was cheering and i woke up. i was like huh? what happened? no school? and Shalom (the girl sitting behind me) said "maybe...i hope so cause i have a biology test tomorrow" (me too!!) then i kept hoping it'll storm the school on Friday!(i'm having some bad sleeps and very tired recently. i can't even concentrate in my classes and kept falling asleep) oh yeah i have 2 tests on Friday too. not to be proud but i really did well in my courses since september except for GYM!(i know ima fail this 3rd marking period cause i'm late almost everyday and got unprepared) last night i was like dreaming about the snowstorm this morning hoping the school's closing. wasting my time sitting there(time for me to review the tests and do my homeworks) and suddenly i thought of asking JiEun whether we have school today, so i text her. weirdly she replied and asked me back. i was like =.= then we began to text the whole night. also i felt Britney and I was breaking further away maybe because i started realizing she's not my kind of friend, like the way she talks and makes friends is kinda "rude" to me .. sorry Britney
she's very outgoing and that reminds me of Joofei and maybe i get along with her so well is because she's friendly or something. idk how to say but i realized i'm kinda racist LOL!! i thought that coming from a multi-racial country like MY, i should be able to like make friends with all sorts of people but soon i felt that i was not so comfortable with her..listening to her often cursing language (even i use alot here but not when i speak to someone except i'm damn angry) and weird attitude =.= also we had less conversation than before. to be honest, my little confession, i really love korean very much!!!!! this morning i woke up late again. haha later than usual. keep hoping it's snowing, a storm is better! but sadly i look at the window it was just the same with a garbage bin outside and some bald trees =.= and i still don't accept the fact i had to go to school. i googled the weather and finally gave up and dragged myself to school. SUL PUH(korean, means im sad)
as i was late at the bus *sob* today i had one more test! the arm curl test(in gym!) and i know i'm late for gym again. be specific is missing the test. nvm! a bus came and i how i regretted that i got on it. it's so damn full but i was like whatever cause i hope i can make it to gym. i think the bus driver is mad, no matter how full the bus was, yet he still stop for people to get on it! including my stop. when the others and I got on the bus everyone was like scorning at us with those "cute eyes" (honestly if i'm those "cute ppl" i'll do the same but not to the people but the bus driver) AND reached the part that made my day. a MISS-BLACK-FAT-DUMPLING who doesn't realize her damn size, press the bell to request for a stop and i was standing trying very hard to hold on the pole to balance myself with all those fools squishing beside!! (50% of the spaces were occupied by their bloody bags)
this BIG SIZE selfish lady who was rushing to hell to get down the bus and she was saying excuse me a few times which i can hear it but can't do anything!!! i can't even move a single step to let her go down. and she goes louder and louder and finally with a shout EXCUSE ME!! using her GIANT hands pushing me out of the bus with another boy just for her to get down. i was really pushed down to the road and had to get back in again after that fat ass was gone.
TO THAT FAT ASS: PLS LOOK AT THE MIRROR AND REALIZE YOUR DAMN SIZE BEFORE BOARDING ANY FULL PUBLIC TRANSPORT p/s sorry for my harsh language
enough of that! it's snowing when i got out of the school building..about 3inches of snow on the ground, shaking all the way to the bus stop with the others waiting for the bus. this was the first time i stepped on a snow covered ground. feel so funny. you really need to look at 2 different views of the snow, one-look at the undisturbed plain school field covered with snow! so nice and pure white!! two-just one gaze at the road. ewww with all the black snow melting. it's because of the car's smoke that ruins the view. what an eye sore! it was snowing so heavily that i had to put on my hood, all my fingers are numbed! reached home, everywhere was covered with white snow. what a view! with my neighbors decorating their houses with x-mas decos,NICE! wished i had took some photos. don't worry, tomorrow it is going to snow again or maybe i will have a snowman play with my brothers :D maybe a snowball fight?

im sick =[

2008-12-12T13:40:00.000-08:00

hmm...*hachoo* urgh excuse me...=.='' im not feeling so well today..... no raining,quite cold but very very windy....messed up my hair damn it....zzz *sniff* *sniff* well...today's just ok-ok...late but manage to go to gym...nth special except a white boy hurt himself and bleed much on his head =.= becareful next time Johnand guess what?the bi*ch put me a new seat beside MinGi *yay!!!* and Britney's sitting 2seats behind =D so many teachers were out today...last night i came home caught in the rain and forgot to take a shower(busy eating the steak&cheese) then start feeling something in my throat..and this morning i woke up was like *BANG* something just knocked right on my head...a super headache strike over me
oh gosh..and im having a sore-throat..sigh...feeling so sick and my mom told me to rest cause today's Friday though..and it's a flu seaon(my dad,mom,ryan,uncle just got well and my cousin's sick) Mr.Lin..Mr.Gong...(yay no quiz today)...Mrs.McGuigan......3 period doing nothing..just some classworks..dozed off in science class again and i was knocked out!luckily mcguigan is not here though..zzz called to the guidance office to arrange a new program for next term..
was quite disappointed about the program..whatever....taking music appeciation replacing media studies(you know what if you ever let to choose DO NOT EVER CHOOSE MEDIA STUDIES)
it's reali sucks...i slept the whole period today...reali not feeling so well..
took Britney to a shortcut to the bus stop but she said she wanna shoot me cause she can't see her ''boyfriend''(she don't even know the boy LOL) and of course my brother,the bloody Wayne(Britney loves asian very much and she likes to have an asian bf =.= also she eats chinese food everyday) kissed and hugged her bye and left for my bus..came home a while and bloody Wayne got back(feel like kicking his ass cause too annoying)he just got home and he asked me if he can use the laptop..what a faggot!!this is all because of the fking asshole rabbit tooth!!!!!!!which is..i hope is 'was' his so called gf..*PUKE* anyone know her can help me fking fk her just once????????yeah now he's showing faces to me again..should stop now..gotta rest..
let him have a damn fking chat with the 'ma' 'de' fker *SO ANGRY*

another winter day

2008-12-11T13:54:00.000-08:00

oye amigos~another day past!!all i can say is FAST...its been 6months since im here...
but i feel like i had just arrived like yesterday o.O'' kinda weird though...just get used to my daily life here..whatever..its pouring again today and i was late again to school but luckily its way much better than yesterday....today is a one-fine-day =D i forgot to bring my umbrella ela~ ela~ eh~ eh~ eh~ WTF what m i doing here?i just sang..forget it....=.= oh yeah and i got wet...today's 40degree fahrenheit..and 33 is the freezing point i think..gotta wear like two clothes and one jacket outside that's still cold..(just imagine if you wear this in Malay..GOD) it's so cold out there and i like to play ''smoking'',like when you breath there's kinda smoke coming out from your nose and mouth..(IKNOW!sounds childish but i like to!) i never go to gym again..and i enjoy it~today that bi*ch told us she's gonna change our seat tomorrow...omg..i gonna separate from Britney and Min Gi?hell NO!*sobs* did talk alot with Min Gi today...she's so nice.....just nice.....=D
im so hungry in my class today just like usual my stomach growls like hell...i think the system inside is already fked up by my eating habit...=.= gave Wayne $2 to buy me some food cause its a damn thursday..lab day (i saw Wayne at school on the way to english and spanish period and got to know some of his 'girl friendSSSS') XD
get closer with JiEun today...she's a sophomore(grade 10) but she's the same age as me also she just came here too~=D but her english is ok-ok cause she never learn it in her country not even abc she told me...but its okay!she taught me how to speak korean ha-ha had a good chat with her..hmm...oh yeah Mr Gong's absent today probably he's sick again cause yesterday he seemed very very tired..oh no he's not teaching us and giving us a quiz tomorrow..what the.......sensing the smell of getting a 0 now =.=
went to lab and blahblahblah then media studies(most boring class ever!!)
slept there a while and chit chat with my bf Britney!!=D school over and it was still raining...argh!walking under Brit's umbrella *ahha* not singing again =.= to the bus stop...had a hug....said bye....and she went to her bus..
i was shaking at the bus stop...40degree and raining!!F!!got on the bus had a seat (i was lucky because normally it's full)today is a good day though so i sat there and think about my friends a while and you know what!my bus past my home and i was still dreaming.....huh..what a mind SYLVIA!!my house is in the 162nd St and the bus go 144th St already...then walked in the rain about 15mins and still shaking....reached home at 4 and get into trouble..=.= all my stuffs were wet..microwaved some steak and cheese thingy and had a full lunch~

extra info =
facts of my life:
my school,Benjamin N. Cardozo High School has over 4k students in it which is quadruple those people in my last school..(700+),mixed with 5X% of asian,1X% white,4X% hispanic and blacks and little of others..(which is not little at all),hallway is like those in other schools..(i mean the size) but every period change just imagine 4000++ people rush out of their classes into that hallway ,push and pull and made their way through the crowd...(just imagine me in it!!)
never experienced it before in Malay though =.= but its kinda fun some faggots will just stay in the hallway to chat with their friends and hug and kiss and shout and say HI and blahblahblah doing their own stuff W/O NOTICING THAT THEY'RE ACTUALLY BLOCKING THE WHOLE DAMN WAY..they thought that having over 4k students in that area is not enough for
them..the school had to build 7 more extra traillers outside the school (its too over crowded in my school..probably,some of my teachers said is the highest population school in USA)
students are sent to the schools that is near their house area in NYC and they said that my school is the best school in NYC so all those crazy faggots are sending their childs to my school with all kinda methods..

P.S. : not me though..i was living in my uncle's house when i register to school(the house is near
my school) so they put me in that crowded school..not bad though..i have all kinda races
friends now..(so diverse gosh @.@)

back to blog

2008-12-10T13:49:00.000-08:00

hmmm..since dear feiii starts her blog, i just continue my stories after so long since i posted. *yawn* i'm so tired today..
wow it's been a while i never write here. let's see, almost 2months
lots of things happen these months..
from what i posted last time, a dumb girl to a crazy girl @.@
from 88% average to 91% (my GPA =])
from a big house to a one-look-over house (you can just gaze one look and that's my HOUSE)
from 0 friends to some now (colombian, Britney, korean, Min Gi, Ji Eun and Jane, chinese, Harry, Hen Fun and Ju Rong)
from short to long hair (which is damn messy now)
from the nice summer weather to now below 0 degree
from green trees to bald branches
from a kids playground(my cousin's house) to a bird nest (my house)
omg there's too much happenings! i should have write them but NO TIME
i saw the 1st snow (damn nice), saw the 1st leaf turn red, saw the 1st leaf fall
living the NY, maybe the most diverse place on earth! or be more specific, Queens County. soon i realized that being a 'dumb girl' will not give me any benefits so i tried to just let off myself and be more outgoing (hard for a person like me)
not bad... not bad... back to the present, today is a totally disaster!! damn, im so tired and woke up late this morning (actually every morning =.=) I have a midterm test today since the winter break is round the corner. those teachers are starting to give their tests and quizzes again!!! after i checked the weather today its 58 fahrenheit. YAY!(usually its 2X to 4X fahrenheit which is below the freezing point) feels like fall now.. a little bit warmer compared to the winter days. my new house is so near the bus stop compared to my cousin's house before that i have to walk like 2km to reach just the bus stop. not school LOL
usually i go out around 7.50 but 8.00 today. it's raining outside and i waited like 10mins for a bus to come but it never stops! it's so full with those faggots in it.
then came the 2nd one and the same thing happen. after that the 3rd,4th and so on. i stand there with the other people for like half an hour and i'm pretty sure i'm late for school AGAIN! FU*K! it takes me like 20minutes to school BY BUS and my 1st class-gym starts at 8.20. finally if im not wrong, the 11th bus came and i FINALLY reached school at 8.45am.damn it! late for half an hour. i feel pretty glad though cause i don't need to go for gym *claps*
my gym teacher is a big liar. i missed his class so many times and he told me that whoever stops working out will fail. so i was like whatever and lay on the machine whole period. in the end, he gave me a 95% grade. after the bell rang i went to my history class where i did A KIND DEED. my friend, Harry asked me to lend him my english homework to copy (he's in my english class too) and i gave him. then my KIND DEED lead me to a 0 for my homework. Mrs.Glick (whom Britney said is a bi*ch) is so sharp that once she saw my homework and Harry's, she called us both out and just bark out loud "You know what, cheating is not okay with me! to Harry: You are not doing your work and just copying hers! to me: You did all your hard work and let him copy! and you both get a 0 for your homework! is that fair?" i was so!!!!!! i just silently walk back to my seat where i was discussing the classwork with Min Gi.
then Harry told me "eh, dui bi qi ah". i was like WTF! my homework sheet got big 0 on it! with Mrs.G's writing "cheating is not ok!" =.=
sigh it was a bad day!!! i fall asleep again in my science class which i doesn't want to. i was trying so hard everyday to keep my eyes open but i can't. mayb the teacher is kinda hypnotic but she is funny so it's weird that i can fall asleep in her class everyday. luckily i woke up before the bell rang so i manage to finish my midterm test. my spanish teacher assigned a project for us, dividing the class into groups. guess what! Ji Eun's in my group *yay* 1st we need to think of a restaurant name which we later named it JAASS cause our group people names(Jieun,Anthony-the boy who copy my math hw everyday, Alvin, Sidney-she's damn funny! and of course me) then we need to create spanish menus for breakfast,lunch and dinner and a drama (omg!!going to perform in class) in the lunch room, i met Jane, Taisha and Ju Rong so we had our lunch together and chit chat a while. Jane is a very very outgoing and talkative girl. she's the 1st girl which i ever seen had so many accidents and scars before. (she had a knee and leg operations, broken spinal cord and neck, broken arm and leg, healed wounds and scars and so many which she told me every lunch period)
LOL kinda freak me out but when i told her about my brother, Wayne which is also same like her (lotsa accidents =.=) she is wowed and keeps on saying "eww so gross..so gross" HAHA! in the media studies class, i wish to sleep like in the science class everyday but i can't. that's the weirdest thing in school! i don't wanna sleep and i doze off, i wanna sleep but can't WTH!
when the school's over Britney walked me to my bus and it was raining again (heavier than morning) soon i got back home and meet my sick dad (his throat got swollen up after catching cold) and *tadaa* here i am writing this longy thingy

worse + worse = half-die

2008-09-27T17:44:00.000-07:00

omg! i'm writing damn long stories again. this morning i woke up with my throat feels like i just swallowed a whole bag of sand. i was so uneasy. then my mom rushed me to ready for the Ikea shopping to buy stuffs for our new house. she made a black bitter tea and asked me drink it. idk wtf was tat!! taste like s***!!!!!!!! i drank till i puke in the basin. eeewww, then i follow my parents to Ikea. We shopped for a while and bought everything we need for our new home before it started to rain again!(the culprit that made me so ill) then we went to the Ikea restaurant for lunch.(my most active moment today)LOL with my sandy throat, i managed to gobble up so many meatballs, mashed potatoes, sweden chocolate pie, macaroni and cheesse, chocolate milk and mountain dew. Wow so full~~~ my belly feels like bursting. in the car i was cold-ed to sleep. i curled up my leg and it cramps until i woke up again. i felt my throat had worsen and got forced by my mom to drink 2bottles of water. we then went to the new house and fix the furniture and have a quick clean up. my nose just got allergic to the dust there and i sneezed so much that it hurt my throat too. damn. i wore the fur-fur shoe and walked around the house. so funny! lols..(jus bought from Ikea)=.= i even forgot to wear back my shoes when we went back to my uncle's house. i was forced to take some pills again back there. now my nose is having a gigantic leakage. brb i need to plaster it

dotz...

2008-09-26T20:57:00.000-07:00

hmm...its FRIDAY again~~yahoooo!!this week reali damn unlucky. every morning wake up feels like the bed stuck to me already. the weather so damn cold as fall starts..everyday nid to wear long sleeves and jackets. haha...Thursday was the 1st day in NY im late for school. feel so weird and funny, normally in MY i was known as the 'late queen' in school. almost everyday im late, waiting at the gate or standing aside the assembly. LOL but Thursday reali LMAO! every morning i walk to the bus stop, the bus sure wait for me. today the driver didn't!! i reached adi the bus goes BROOOOMM~ i was like WTF!! wth was wrong wif him. then I waited for the 2nd bus for ten years. reached school it was so funny. almost 100student were waiting outside the school. because their same as me..=.= LATEthen i was like whatever to be late to school. It is not a fun thing anymore. before this i feel so great, stading aside from others everyday. lols.. today, someone just thought that i'm a korean AGAIN!! last week a korean boy walk nearly me, bow and say : annyeong haseyo LOL i was like wtf! what to reply? today in the media class, a new korean girl came in and looked around. She chose to sit beside me. i already guess that she thought i'm a korean again. you know ppl like to sit and join the same race kinda. LOL then she don't get what the teacher ask us to do and turned to me, blablabla some korean thingy that i don't know. she realise i'm a chinese later. after school i went to the counselling office to find the 'actual' counselor. (i had mistaken another teacher for the counselor LOL so embarrassed...=.=) don't wanna talk about that. i was waiting for so long, inside, a black girl was telling her gramma stories to the counselor and cry and cry. what the...... when i took the bus and walk home it start to rain. that's when i catch cold and now i'm damn sick (headaches,running nose,sorethroat and blablabla...) fine! need a rest now... OH YA i got 94% for my spanish test wuuuhooo~~~~~~~~

monotonous life...

2008-09-18T19:44:00.000-07:00

its the 2nd week of high school and im getting used to being dumb. LOL used to the walking, weight training, rushing, boring, lonely, and freaking homeworks but i still don't get used to waking up early!! i think the rest of my life i won't get used to this damn habit of waking up so early. of course!!! i admit i'm a damn pig and i enjoy sleeping very much though i know it's a waste of time. i still don't care much. aww summer ends so fast and the moment i stepped out of the airport the early summer was still fresh in my 'missing-msia mind' =.= fall is starting and the weather here is getting colder. well i've experienced NY summer season for the 1st time. just a few 'too-hot' days that we need to turn on the ac. others are okay! on the way to and fro school in the bus. i always heard ppl saying that NY's weather sucks, so and so.. now, im going to experience the real cold weather for the 1st time so soon. 1st it'll be fall and then winter. argh just can't imagine how many clothes i need to wear. for me, cold is better than hot! i hate sweating though i came from a 24hours sweating country =.= my mom's going to hate the two coming season i bet! LOL and her troubling nose will start to stuff and sneeze again. jeez i guess my blog is long wif my gramma stories again
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xtraORDINARY bday?

2008-09-18T18:45:00.000-07:00

on the 16th of September usually, i should be celebrating my day with my gang hanging out at those mamak stalls until midnight. argh i miss it!! but this year i feel like crying and i was like OMG its going to burst! i mean my tears. it's a very super xtraxtra ORDINARY day ever i had before. just going to school like usual and being a dumb girl there, then back home doing tonnes and tonnes of homework and finally sleep. i have no intention of celebrating it even a single second though my mom keep asking me if i want a cake. usually i should have scream WOW!! an ice cream cake man but i just say nah instead.... tat's so so so not me. LOL everything in my mind tat day is IF..
IF i'm still in MY, what will i be doing? IF my gramma is with me, how she's going to celebrate my bday? what she'll give me? IF i can go back to MY and hang out wif my dear friends, how great it would be?
eventually, i fell asleep in the midnight with my mind full of IFs and that's my bday!! =[

1st dumb week in school =.=

2008-09-08T11:31:00.000-07:00

my 1st day at school was so boring that i can only describe myself as a dumb girl. same for the following days!! WTH!!! just imagine going to a school that is so damn crowded and if you don't stand well you'll be push down by those four thousand people in the hall way. i repeat! it's 4 thousand!! i hate my 1st period!! which is the stupid weight training! i always ask this question to myself, 'why i need to do all these stuffs every morning? especially when i'm half sleeping during my 1st period. why not the 2nd or 3rd and so on after i have really wake up. =.= working out dumb bells, all those weight lifting stuffs! ARGH!!! FK! after that i need to rush to the locker room and have a VERY quick change cause my next period is the US history that is so full. if you are late, you need to get a table from the other classes. and! from my gym, the basement i need to run up to the 3rd floor! what a good exercise!!! the history teacher is an old asian man. the classmates always make fun of him. LOL i feel bad for him. he seems so blur and has a slightly bad accent. next is my english period, means time for eat~ then spanish class turn!! the 1st day i walked in the class i was like wtf the teacher was talking and writing on the board. luckily after a few days it seems better to me. =.= my science period is the only class i get to know ALL THE LITTLE KIDS. my math teacher who is also an asian, like to talk so much!! i hate it when he talks nothing related about math like his wife, his mom and even michael jackson! after the math is my free period and i'll be going to the cafeteria and sit there alone like the statue of liberty holding my lunch, not torch, until the bell rings. SIGH! next, my media studies class is about studying stuffs like tv commercials and advertisements, dramas, movies and kinda things like tat. it's quite boring and most students sleep in the class all the time. at 3.02pm my program ends and tat's how i past my 1st school week. I WAS DUMB FOR A WHOLE WEEK!! at last, today, the day i had longing for ended up became the worst day in NY for me. its was raining heavily and thunderstorm and i took the WRONG bus..SHIT! i reached a town full of black people and walked for 3hours in the rain to find the right bus home. i thought i was going to end up sleeping on the street there! what a day! serves me right and taught me a great lesson! i always walked the wrong path home and now i took the wrong bus. sylvia..... sylvia...... hope it won't happen again T____T

4months in NY

2008-09-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

hmm... it had been 4months since i had moved to NY, though all these days my life had changed 360degree completely. time does fly!! i past these days without my frens in Msia. i miss them so much though i never tell them, even my parents and bros. i know they too miss their friends very much =[ these 4months are filled with boring, sad, angry, annoying and sometimes happy moments which i can't tell them all here. one thing i can tell is that i hate my cousin bro so damn much!! and i find out that those asian kids here are so proud of themselves.. argh! i can't live with them. feel so harsh living with him! but i can't complain one single thing cause his parents are being to good to my family since we moved here =( whatever just bear it!! the only way to release my anger and file my complains is just crapping here and msn with friends. i'm sure they just get bored from my complains haha! that helps anyway thanks